Rocky, I think we really can do anything. it's just a matter of what it's worth to us. I could probably become the next pilot for the space shuttle....but do I want to put such an insane ammount of energy and time into that vain image? When I mod I feel like I'm holding a boulder over my head and just trying to keep from dropping it on my head...it stresses me out. that's where I'm at right now anyway and AF is just a more realistic place to hide and observe this battle from more of a snipers perspective...if that makes sense.
I'd give the therapist a go for sure. considering the same myself.
Be well brother.
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