thank god for that!

[tryingsohard]

i was just about to call councellor again, phone was in my hand as post man came, i got appointment 2,00 26th july, i feel a sense of relief now i can start thinking that something is possible, hopefully they can set me on the way, sorry 2 b so down, bad weekend, but new start is coming im sure,

[betty boop]

thank god for that!

Thats excellent news, just do us all a favour though and dont spend the next 10 days bingeing ...... You have lots of people here rooting for you ....

Love & Hugs, BB xx

[tryingsohard]

thank god for that!

im not gonna ,it dont get me no where, i got to sort this row with bf, if he dont start listening im off, he s just sulking an we r not talking, so i need to get my head clear,

thanks betty, i hope i dont let any 1 down, especially me ! xxx

[Pisces]

thank god for that!

Hi Rach,

Learn a lesson from my last stupid binge, I hurt alot of people here and my daughter, so not worth it as usual.

I'm seeing my councillor tomorrow, feeling pretty down on myself, but it's a good if hard lesson,

Wishing you all the best mate!

Love Jas xxx

[tryingsohard]

thank god for that!

thanks jas, missed u, xx

[tryingsohard]

thank god for that!

i got tears streaming, jus like that im booing, i hate this feeling, im not drunk, im not drinking,3 cans an i even poured some away, dont even know what im crying for, suppose it s all the crap of weekend an knowing im gonna find out how screwed up i really am soon, it s stupid cos i know counceller gonna help, but i dont wanna remember all the crap thats led me here, xxx

[Pisces]

thank god for that!

Hi again,

I did a fair bit of crying over the weekend, and I guess that seeing a councilor does bring up all the stuff that's been kept down with drinking.

And having all these emotions come welling up and not being able to drink them away is a horrible feeling, but necessary they reckon. I stuffed up Friday night by trying to drink it all away again, and you saw what happened and now I feel even worse!

But I learned again the reason why I need to stop,

Will be sending all my love and support to you mate, stay strong!

Love Jas

[tryingsohard]

thank god for that!

u got a lot a STUFF to deal with hey, u r doin really well tho, dr danny will b pleased wiv u im sure, did u have a glass fri! im proud a you 4v sure, i ll get there wherever that is, x take care babes xxxxxx

[tryingsohard]

thank god for that!

right i think i ve pulled my head out of my arse sufficently enough to go work, so goodnight or gooday to all, lots a love to all, xxxxx

[Keepon!!!!]

thank god for that!

Hi Rachel

Nice to hear things are actually happenin for you now......KEEP IT UP.....you can do this....you know you can......Luv Keepon:h

[memarcie]

thank god for that!

Rachel glad to hear you have an appt next week. Hang in there!

Marcie