Not only the fact that i won't be getting as much money coming in but i really do need to sort myself out so i can get another job.So....i see this as the perfect oppurtunity to get straight. I do feel a little scared(actually very scared) because i've not had a sober night for literally years. I think its going to be hard but i have no choice but to stick with it. Oh god, just writing this has made the reality of it sink in, i think its time to get some b"&*s and stop moaning and just get stuck in.....i WILL do this!
Keep your fingers crossed for me!
best wishes to all. lj.
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