Gabby I am so impressed by the strength you are showing, not only dealing with everything but also keeping AF - my hat is off to you.
My heart is also going out to you at such a difficult time. I went through a divorce about 3 years ago so know how difficult it is, - and we tried to keep ours as 'amicable' as possible for the girls. Not sure if that really helped actually, as they found it very traumatic regardless. Don't underestimate the affect on your boys - my girls are now 18 and 16 as well and we still are working through issues - maybe they need your support as much as you need theirs at the moment. I did have to really work at making the girls realise that their Dad was leaving me not them and there were a huge number of other issues that don't get magically resolved by the divorce settlement. In fact my eldest daughter ended up needing psychiatric help for a year to help her through - and that was despite all my best efforts not to involve the kids!
Reading your post was just gut wrenching and I so hope you can stay strong and can look to the day that this is behind you and life is good again - Believe me, it will be. I have never felt better about myself after having several years to find myself again and focus on me rather than him. So fingers crossed that your attorney can help sort this out as promptly as possible and in the meantime you can focus on what is really important - you and the boys.
Thinking of you... :h
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