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[Bluebell]

Hi all,

I am saying sorry because lately I have realised that I have, somehow, gone from kind of happy-go-lucky to a completely unstable, nasty bitch here. So sorry.

I am happy to blame this on all sorts of stuff, ie, a close family member died on 5 July after a very sudden diagnosis of an illness he must have had for years. He was sick before hand but nobody knew what was wrong with him and there has been a lot of stress involved in the famly for a few months. Okay, that's a good reason. It could be that I haven't been so healthy myself, nothing serious... I had a sinus infection and throat infection that has lasted 5 weeks..... could blame that I suppose.... OR it could be that I am just an unstable nasty bitch, which I suppose is the real reason and I seem to take things out on other people as, perhaps, a not very nice, coping method. I seem to be an expert at losing friends. I accept that and want to be rid of that trait so will work hard on it.

But truly, from my heart.... sorry.

[Wattle]

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Hey Bluebell

Don't be so hard on yourself... I've always admired you and what you have to say.. We all go through down times... it's human...

Time to pick yourself up and get back on top of things..

Wattle

[Bluebell]

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Wattle, thank you so much. Your words are what I needed to hear. You are right, I need to really get a hold of things and get strong again.

Thanks again Wattle.

This site is a lifeline.

[betty boop]

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Bluebell ..... I never noticed you post anything nasty!!!!!1

Don't worry, we all have bad days .....

Love ya, BB xx

[paula]

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Hi Bluebell, you don't need to apologise for anything. I know just how you feel. Alcohol
makes us feel guilty, it has me many times. You sound as though you have had a hard
time recently, I've never read anything nasty that you have said. Hope you feel better
soon. Love Paula.x

[diamond]

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Hi Bluebell,

I also have never read anything nasty from you, I can be nasty sober or drunk so don't worry about that !!

No-one has said anything about your posts that I know of, so please don't be concerned.
We want to hear from you more, so keep strong, we all stumble now and again,

Diamond x

[Guest]

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Glad to see you Bluebell.
Takes all sorts to make a world and it takes all sorts to make a M.W.O.
Have never read anything nasty from you.
Think it`s all too easy for us battling the booze to allow bitterness to creep in though..........it is, after all, so dreadfully unfair that we suffer from this affliction.

I myself have found lately, that it`s better to make light of things and laugh at the world and ourselves rather than be bitter.

I say laugh, the laughter of joy, because we are all going to triumph over the booze, however long it takes.

I wish you well.

Much love,

Starlight Impress

[InnerStrength]

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Hey there
I too have not read anything nasty. Just keep your chin up and keep coming around. You are important to everyone here.
Hugs
Jen

[SKendall]

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Hi Bluebell, no worries. I haven't seen anything that was offensive. You've had a difficult time lately so put lipstick on and smile. We love ya.

[Mags]

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I never remember your saying anything the least bit nasty. But you can try as hard as you can to be the biggest bitch on earth and still not catch up to Lushy :H
Those of us who share this ugly disease tend to have low self esteem - probably from all the guilt we feel. We all feel down on ourselves from time to time. No apologies needed.
OK now, pick yourself up, do something fun today and let us keep hearing from you!
:l

[Saint Jude]

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Bluebell, no apology needed here.
I know how I can get when I get those darn headaches though...like a "B*tch" on wheels!
I should have posted an apology myself for being such a grump a few weeks ago...here it folks... few weeks late & sneakin it in...LOL:H


I'm just not as nice as you!:l :h

[gabby]

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Bluebell....I hate to tell you this but you probably have the same problem that I do.

I can go thinkin I was a bitch even to the point of bein proud of myself and then I have to go and be all let down cuz dangit.....I wasnt a bitch at all.

Here when I thought I was goin way out there and really doin good - bein a bitch and all and I wasnt even comin close to cuttin the mustard. And still bein way nice.

I just hate it when I do that.

Lushy has tried to train me to be a bitch and it just doesnt work.

I even got a t-shirt that says
"Bitch in Training" and no one believed me.

I just gave up and threw the t-shirt away.

So dont worry....your not alone.

[lucky 2.0]

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I know bitch when I see it and never saw it from blue bell @ all. Maybe I missed something?

Glad to see you again BB because I missed you.

Gabby, I cannot believe you flunked bitch school!

[Popeye]

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Hi Bluebell.
Don't worry.
We love ya...:l

[gabby]

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I know Lucky......its a terrible thing.