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[beatle]

I'm alone with three kids. I'm slightly drunk but not very. am trying really hard not to go farther. I think I need you guys now.

[Accountable for Me]

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Beatle, we are here for you!!!! Please don't drink anymore. Make a cup of coffee and have something to eat. Make yourself some toast or a sandwich to soak it up. Put the alcohol away or dump it!!! You can do this my friend!

[beatle]

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thanks! I'm making a cup of tea now!
(I love those kids, but damn, they aint easy!)-

[Accountable for Me]

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LOL! I have a 2 year old that lives with me.... I can relate yet I only have the one here! I am off to the doctor's. Good for you for making that tea!!! Keep strong!

[rottrod]

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C'mon Beatle,
Dump out the alcohol. Don't even give yourself the chance to drink anymore. You've been doing really well.
What happened to trigger this? Can you tell us?

[hart]

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Beattle, :goodjob: on reaching out for help! It's a great ice tea day too! Talk to us.

[gabby]

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Make some junk food. You and the kids can munch it up and it will help you. Preferably something sweet.

[beatle]

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what happened? I don't know really. have to try to analyse that.

things are not so bad in my life, put in perspective, i.e. MN bridge (among other things), but a lot of unknowns are looming-- and horribly successfull people surround me (anyone else have that problem?) -- makes me crazy.

must put a bunch of unrulies to bed now but will be back shortly, with cup of TEA in hand...

[beatle]

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f-ed up. drank again. am off to bed. (sure, I'll be back here in a couple hours). so so so sorry.

[roxane]

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beatle, you f-ed up. at least you know it, but you also know that kicking yourself when youre down wont help.

roxane

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beatle, don`t waste your sentiments on being sorry...........instead, invest your whole heart and soul into your recovery.

Put this drink behind you.........what you did even a moment ago is the past...........I keep saying to people how only present and future matter, and that is so true.

Just stop and close your eyes for a minute and visualize the amazing rewards an AF lifestyle would bestow on you and yours..............the power to reap those rewards lies within your own soul.

Am on my 4th AF night..........still periodically suffering strong cravings. I feel happy that I am currently managing to do this, but, as we all know, it`s anything but easy, because we can always choose to walk away from an argument save for when we are arguing with our own brains, as indeed we are.

Please beatle, put your happiness first by pouring the drink down the sink.

We love you,

Starlight Impress x

[beatle]

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thanks all.
I did bad, but got up and read this stuff and no, did not make another drink... put it behind me, and I'm onto another day (well, night right now, but...)

p.s. good for you startlight for 4 days.

[beatle]

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thanks all.
I did bad, but got up and read this stuff and no, did not make another drink... put it behind me, and I'm onto another day (well, night right now, but...)

p.s. good for you starlight for 4 days.

[Guest]

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Thanks beatle.........glad to hear you`re feeling better.

I just keep saying to myself...............WE CAN IF WE THINK WE CAN!!!!

Love,

Starlight Impress x

[Mags]

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Beatle,

For now, keep those kids safe. Don't drink so much you can't respond to an emergency. I"m sure you will talk to us again later. Eat something, drink some coffee or soda, walk around a bit to get the blood flowing. Tomorrow you can think about what brought this on. Tonight, think of the children.

:h