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[lucky 2.0]

Venting!

ok, i have to go to confession now.

[gabby]

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lucky.....must you keep reminding everyone?

Ok....back to what this thread is about in the first place.

I hate it that I let people mostly my family and my ex walk all over me. I am serious guys. I'm gonna end up with nothing out of the divorce settlement. Or close to it. While my ex is gettin a new corvett and braggin about it. And how stupid I am. Heck, I qualify for welfare. (seriously)

[lucky 2.0]

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gabster-

you need a good bitch slap if you are indeed letting this happen but it ain't over until the fat lady sings. has she sung yet or is there still time for the bitch slap to knock some sense into you?

[gabby]

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Lucky I'm tryin....its attorney against attorney and dollar against dollar. I'm tryin. Believe me. I am so frustrated.

[lucky 2.0]

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ok, let's see if the pope can intercede on your behalf. you deserve the best.

[Java]

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I hate that I can't seem to ever be completely happy, there is always something standing in my way

I hate that I waited so long for something so dear to me, and it turned out to not be so splendid(not gonna explain)

I hate that I obsess over so many things

I hate that I can't just relax sometimes, why do I have to calculate everything, sometime I would love to just turn off the clock and just be...but somehow I havent learned how to do this yet

I hate that I cry so much, I have shed so many tears in the last five years...so many more than the five years before that.

I hate it when I am misunderstood.

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I love the almost 7 months of AF I have achieved, it gives me hope that if I ever want to change something about myself, with enough determination I can make that change.

I love MWO

I love my dear boyfriend, even though he drives me crazy...

I love the friends I have made here, you have no idea what you mean to me ( I think of lucky everytime I am on a run)

I love that even with all the crazy stuff that has happened, I still have one hell of a life story compared to most of the people my age.

I love that I was able fight for my country.

[magic]

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I wish that my mother hadn't thought it nobel to put herself last.

I wish I would have listened to those who didn't like the man I was about to marry.

I wish I knew to take a long, hard look at his father. And his mother.

I wish I had been fertile. I wish I had more children.

I wish I had more education.

I wish I had said NO more often.

I wish I wasn't such a pushover.

I wish I spoke up for myself more. I wish I complained more.

I wish I could stop others who take credit for my work.

I wish I had seen the subtle control of the man I married, 30 years ago, my life would have been so different.

I hate that I didn't and I hate him for that. I wish he would leave the kids alone.

I wondered tonight if the underground railroad took dogs.

magic xxx :schmokin:

[Deilight]

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I wish everyone's wishes would come true.

I hate that so many people are stuck in situations they hate! (including me!)

[LilyRose]

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Guys - thanks for making me chuckle this morning. Love the messages, and learnt something new! LR :H

[AMELIA]

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Okay Lucky, Whats a Wimp Slap??

[Change]

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Amelia,

Maybe get some time along so you can think about this situation with your boyfriend? A 2 week holiday or something?

Gabby, i hope your ex hubby doesn't take everything. Fight for what is yours girl!

Great thread!

I don't really hate anything today, but i am disappointed that my mother and stepfather act as though i'm not alive.

I am disappointed that my mother abandoned her children to have a fabulous new life with her new husband and didn't give a s.hit about me or my sister.

I am disappointed in human nature in general and in just about everyone i call a 'friend'.

I am devestated by the fact that i have let my self-esteem and what others think of me dictate how i view myself. I have really learned to bat for myself lately.

I am hopeful that i can overcome low self-worth and learn to love myself more and i am hopeful that those who have done me wrong will get their just deserves one day. One day soon. I hope that justice takes place.

I am worried about my impending business, but realise i have to go through with the challenge.

I don't know. I don't feel so bad today. I am grateful that i am working tomorrow, because i work casually, on a day to day basis.

I am grateful that i have a brain and that i sometimes get to use it.

[Change]

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I don't want to be so needy.

[AMELIA]

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You could be right Change. We are booked to go to Zermatt (Switzerland) in 10 days for a week for his birthday. I will begin to deal with this situation when I get back.

[Change]

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Yeah time alone, clear the head.

F.uck people are annoying.

[AMELIA]

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Totally