Is there anyone out there who would talk to me

[kitkatsue]

I relapsed, and I really don't feel very good I can't get into chat technical difficultylease:

I can't even make the computer work I went to the hospital for with drawl med they just don't seem strong enough . I feel like the biggest fool. I could really use some good thought.

I have planned to join AA if anyone has any thought or experience int this area it would be mos helpful.

sad and unhappy

kitkat

[Determinator]

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Love to talk with you Kitkat! and hope to catch you on chat soon. AA might be just the ticket for you...you won't know if you don't check them out. Personally I didn't go far with them but that's mwo and not yours necessarily. did they give you librium for withdrawals? last time I had to use that it seemed at first like it wasn't working then...blam...I almost couldn't walk. so it might just take time to kick in.
You couldn't possibly be a loser. you have posted too many great meaningfull messages here. chat has been acting a bit odd lately so it may not be you at all.
big hugs for you!!!!!

[kitkatsue]

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Thank you so much for your reply. they gave me something but with all these generic names out there I could be taking viagra and never know the difference. Literally!! Determinator do you go by Deter for short or what would you prefer I only ask because I am having difficulty typing and the shorter the better for now. Again thank you
kitkat

[Flip]

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Hang in there KitKat, Try reading the long term abs board, it's fantastic for giving you hope. And believe me, there is every reason to believe in hope. I have made over 8 months AF and if I can do it, so can you.

Just keep writing and reading here and your despair will lift.

Love to you

F.

[MDBiker]

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KitKat, you are not alone here. We have all slipped and it is really easy to beat yourself up because you feel like hell already. You are not a fool, you are just a person with a drinking problem. You can overcome this. I am going to pm you and maybe we can talk about this. Remember, it is not the end of the world, it is the begining of your new life.

:huggy

Bear

[bird]

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Kitkat,
You are certainly not a fool. We all slip up. I f not we would'nt be here. Its always a new day. I try to think like, oh, Ive only drank this much in so many days instead of back to square one. ...I never liked AA but it works for some people. It may help you to get through the tough times. Bird

[nancy]

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Hang in there because you will find a lot of new friends here when you need them!

You may feel lonley and full of despair now, but this is just temporary.

[Guest]

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Hi kitkatsue,
So you relapsed........important thing is that you`ve came back to M.W.O., with the same goal in mind that you had the first time around.

Wanting to get sober is half the battle........now you have to arm yourself with whatever tools will boost your likelihood to succeed.

You had been given withdrawal meds and you haven`t found them effective.........go back to your doc/addiction team and explain this to them and ask for a different med that will suit your needs. You need appropriate help to get through the withdrawal..........yes, it`s stlll difficult from there on in, but sheer determination can see you triumph over the booze.

Wishing you all the luck in the world.

Starlight Impress x

[Guest]

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Kitkat...so you have relapsed, important thing is YOU START OVER. AND YOU CAN!!! I KNOW you feel like shit today and depressed, but let this be the beginning of a new day and a new you. Don't look back...you already know what is back there...look ahead...look ahead to what you want to be and MAKE IT HAPPEN. You can do this. It is hard damn work, but you can do it. Get on the supps, get on topa or campral if you need to, but make it happen. Take one day at a time. One hour at a time...baby steps.

[diamond]

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I have pm you honey, it will get better
Diamond x

[pansy]

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Hi Kitkat,

I am so glad you posted and that you are back on the site. You had a really nice string of AF days going - I saw them on drinktracker. Good for you! Just because you slipped does not mean that you go back to start. You still have all those days under your belt. You have worked really hard this past year, and getting to be AF longterm does not always come smoothly. Three steps forward and one step back. You can get right back on the abs train.

Not sure about why you can't get into chat, but you know that you are always welcome. You can PM codemonkey if you are having trouble. You will find someone to talk to there!

As far as AA goes, it may really help you to have that face to face to commitment. There is also another group, Women for Sobriety, I think - that also has face to face meetings. You get their contact info from their website if you google Women for Sobriety. I cannot tell you that much about AA operates, I only went once.


I am thinking of you Kitkat - I was missing you! Please let us all know how you are doing. And, yes your typing is fine!

Hugs,
Pansy

[Niblet]

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KitKat, we are here for you as you take your first wobbly step forward.... one foot in front of the other. You are going to be so proud of yourself as you get stronger every day. You have made a big first step simply by asking for us to be there for you.... I wish you well and sending you a big hug... Take Care Hon, HUG HUG ,

[paula]

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Hi Kitkat,
I had a lapse after almost 6 months, so I know how you feel, mine was 2 weeks ago
and I thought I would never get over it, but I feel so much better now. I also tried AA
some years ago and it does have a lot to offer, it's certainly worth a try.
Good luck Paula.

[Red]

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Love to chat anytime KitKat!!
You're gonna be OK. Keep your chin up.

Red

[SKendall]

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Hi Kitkat, glad you posted. Hope you're feeling better today. You can do this and you have lots of support here. :l