I listened to track 1 & 2 of Hypnotic last night for the first time and then went to sleep about an hour later. I popped in the sleep learning CD and went straight to sleep.
Here's the wierd part....I had a dream of an event that took place 3 years ago at my old home having to do with an awful night when my ex was especially aggressive and crazy.
Here's what actually happened in 2003: Ex was high on about 8 vicadin and vodka. When I got home from work he was convinced that I had been out having an affair and kept accusing me. Then he went out into the cul-de-sac got into his mustang and started racing up and down the street slamming on his brakes doing donuts in the circle. Then he would come in and choke me and pull my hair and call me a whore tell me it is all my fault. Finally one of the neighbors call the sheriff and he was arrested. The deputy had to force his way into our home with his gun drawn and throw him down in the entry hall. He resisted and they wrestled out into the yard. The kids were all screaming and crying. During all that he was yelling and cussing. When he was finally restrained and in the car I was trying to protect him. Never told what he had done to me that night. I worked nonstop to get bail. Never brought it up after he was released and spent 15,000 of my own money for an attorney. The charges were dropped. We had to move. He always said we had to move because it was all my fault. Everything was always my fault.
OK...here's my dream after the Hyptnotic CD's last night...I was sitting in that same exact house but this time with my current BF. I heard screaching tires and looked out the window to see a car coming down the street spinning in circles in the cul-de-sac. Over and over. The neighbors start coming out. I stood up and started repeating over and over "This is not my fault, this is not my fault, this is not my fault, this is not my fault"...then..."I have nothing to do with this"...over and over...and Eric said "No, It is not your fault". I could hear sloshing everytime the car spun around the circle then I started waking up and I realized the sloshing was the sleep CD.
That dream was so vivid...so emotional...could there be a connection to the dream and the CD?
I hope this doesn't sound hokey...I've put off posting it cause I don't want to sound hokey but I can't stop thinking about it.:rolleyes
Here's the wierd part....I had a dream of an event that took place 3 years ago at my old home having to do with an awful night when my ex was especially aggressive and crazy.
Here's what actually happened in 2003: Ex was high on about 8 vicadin and vodka. When I got home from work he was convinced that I had been out having an affair and kept accusing me. Then he went out into the cul-de-sac got into his mustang and started racing up and down the street slamming on his brakes doing donuts in the circle. Then he would come in and choke me and pull my hair and call me a whore tell me it is all my fault. Finally one of the neighbors call the sheriff and he was arrested. The deputy had to force his way into our home with his gun drawn and throw him down in the entry hall. He resisted and they wrestled out into the yard. The kids were all screaming and crying. During all that he was yelling and cussing. When he was finally restrained and in the car I was trying to protect him. Never told what he had done to me that night. I worked nonstop to get bail. Never brought it up after he was released and spent 15,000 of my own money for an attorney. The charges were dropped. We had to move. He always said we had to move because it was all my fault. Everything was always my fault.
OK...here's my dream after the Hyptnotic CD's last night...I was sitting in that same exact house but this time with my current BF. I heard screaching tires and looked out the window to see a car coming down the street spinning in circles in the cul-de-sac. Over and over. The neighbors start coming out. I stood up and started repeating over and over "This is not my fault, this is not my fault, this is not my fault, this is not my fault"...then..."I have nothing to do with this"...over and over...and Eric said "No, It is not your fault". I could hear sloshing everytime the car spun around the circle then I started waking up and I realized the sloshing was the sleep CD.
That dream was so vivid...so emotional...could there be a connection to the dream and the CD?
I hope this doesn't sound hokey...I've put off posting it cause I don't want to sound hokey but I can't stop thinking about it.:rolleyes
Makes me feel so great! Sometimes I don't want to get out and onto the grass...lol...
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