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[Michaela]

Hi guys. Posted earlier. Sorry.. I told you had almost 2 bottles. Want to keep on going. Don't know why. I'll just be sick and guilty.....but my Mom............80 and was in pain. Hard burden to carry. Have 4 other siblings........But take care of her solo. Have a weekendess to blood. Oh well.................... I'm weak. I know.


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[Hannah]

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Michaela

Sorry you are having a rough time. Come back tomorrow and talk to us here. It's never too late to start over. Sending you hugs. :h

[janka]

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listen michaela ... when my mother got sick, that's precisely when i began to drink ... many emergency room visits, many reasons to drink ... the sadness to see our mommy in pain!!!! anyway, you know drinking doesn't help (temporarily maybe) ... chin up, be strong for yourself and your mom for tomorrow is again another day ... you'll be a better caregiver without the hangovers to contend with ... please let us know how you are doing

[amethyst]

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Sweetie :l . Put down the bottle. Drink LOTS of water. Come back tomorow and we'll talk again.:h

[Michaela]

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Thank you guys. It means a lot to me. Amehtst. I like your quote. Today is a new day and I will begin my AF days once more. I feel SO good when I am AF. I just need to find a better way to cope with life's set backs. Here I go with day 1. I had 21 days under my belt. Now I have to start from scratch.

Thank you for your kind words of encouragement.

Have a great day.

Michaela

[hart]

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(((Michaela)))

I went downhill when my mother passed. I didn't eat, equivalent to drinking. Didn't bring mom back, won't help ur mom drinking. I understand the pain and probably resentment that ur sibling won't help. I'm sorry hon.:l

[Michaela]

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Thanks Hart. I'm ebarrassed for posting while I was drinking. One of the things I HATE about myself when I drink, say things I shouldn't etc.

It helps to know the feelings I have are just not my own.

Thanks again.

Michaela

[Guest]

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Sending you a big hug, Michaela.

Love and strength to you,

Starlight Impress x

[Michaela]

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Thanks Star. Same back to you.

[memarcie]

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Michaela, I think it's safe to say we have all said and done things while drinking that we regret.

You are right today is a new day and you can do this!

[Kyna]

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Reading your thread and sending good energy your way Micheala ...

[Guest]

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Micheala,
Hope you and Mom are ok!!

[hart]

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You will hon....to the top