O.K., so here`s the plan.
Am smoking a fag right now and have only 6 of the little blighters left.
Will happily continue smoking `til I turn in for the night, when I will destroy any fags I may have left.........highly unlikely, but always a slim possibility, I suppose.....
Tomorrow.........not getting out of my pit until 8.45 am, as am collecting my nicotine patches from chemist at 9........I usually only come alive after several fags and cups of tea.......not tomorrow though, eh?
Am really nervous at thought of coping without smoking tomorrow, but as someone who also swore that I had no desire to quit smoking, I am amazed that I now find it such a thoroughly revolting habit, so am determined to give it my best shot.
Despite the fact that I am more aware of the stink of cigarette smoke since I quit drinking, I really think I am not in for an easy ride on this one.
Not to worry........still have 6 fags left to "enjoy". lol
Starlight Impress x
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