My best friend turned her back on me because of my drinking. She no longer talks to me so I'm just guessing that it's the drinking. I wrote her any e-mail a couple of weeks ago telling her how I've been feeling really depressed lately because the two of us haven't been getting along. She replied that she isn't the best person to help me. I tried to tell her I just want to talk (sober) about why I have been so distant from everyone.....not just her. I got no reply from my follow up e-mail and she dosen't pick up the phone or txt me back or even notice I'm in the same room.
It hurts really bad.....I've always been able to talk to her when I feel like shit. I miss the two of us venting about life. Now she vents to other people about me. I fucked that friendship up and don't know how?????
Buddha27
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