Went to dr yesterday evening - feeling a bit woozy and can't go to work but fine so far - will see what happens. He did not think ws a "mixed episode" - more of a hypomanic state manifesting with lots of extreme anger and then extreme guilt (hence the screaming and the crying - though i could not see the connection he says often people can't cause alot of it is subconcious and we don't know why we are doing it). Makes sense. Anyway will take one day at a time now and keep working through my issues with him so i can manage the bipolar and my "past" in conjunction with each other. (good grief!).
Anyway off for now, finger's all over the place, ahve had to correct this so much
Thanks again for everthing
Cashy
xxx
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