The mood stabiliser i'm (was) on has a label warning about rashes - well guess who got a damned rash on Thursday last...muggins here.
So off to emergency, pumped full of hydrocortisone, adrenalin, etc etc. In hospital for 2 days where they farted around and cause they didn't know what to do they took me straight off the med which has caused gross withdrawal. Can't go on to another med till can get into a private facility and be monitored (probably Friday when I have a job interview for a great opportunity - i'm going to that I don't care!!!!).
So am sitting here drugged to the eyeballls on stuff that sedates me so badly I just sleep all the time and it's almost impossible to go to work - I am halving the dose tomorrow so I can get in there - we can't afford this crap.
Sorry to rant....
Anyway (more rant), Sunday I had to have a drink or 3 didn't I! It's like the mood stabiliser switched off and I went straight for the number 2 mood stabiliser - proved to me that self-medication is a reality! Well got so groggy after 3 beers went to bed. Have not had another since though feel like one today I can tell you! I can cope with most bull....when i'm stable but when i'm not....jeees!
Swinging from pole to pole Cashy
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