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[Lowercas]

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Wish I did't

Went to the US on business years ago (from Cape Town South Africa) got smashed in a pub, went to bed... In the middle of the night nature called. went out the room of hotel, close door, and woke up in the lobby needind a pee.could'nt get back to the room. Had to go to reception in my undies to get access to my room. There was a posh function on..... felt like a right tit

[morrison]

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Thanks for all the support. I will try. I do want to get out of here. I thought I deleted that stuff before anyone would read it. I do apologize. I love life, and love you all. Sorry for being selfish. Sometimes the noise is so fucking loud, and I get tired of it. I will be a better person. Like Magic said, do more for others. Maybe I should move back east to be with my sister and help her. I'll ask her. Her children are beautiful. My anger needs to end. Depression is just anger pointing at yourself. God, I'm rambling again. God, help me.

[Guest]

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No need for apologies here. You are a good man, morrison. We love you too. :l

Starlight Impress x

[MyHeartIsDrenchedInWine]

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Coke, Ha!...back in the 80's with my guitar player boyfriend...

I HATED Coke and did it for the crowd I was in. You've heard of "social drinking"??? Well, I was "social coking". I don't get it...there was no high/thrill or satisfaction for me, whatever!

[KatieSmiles]

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Morrison,
Please take very good care of yourself. You are special and much loved.
Hugs
K

[Guest]

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Love you Morrison, take care and please check in today...

[AMELIA]

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Thinking of you Morrison. Sounds like you are completely messed up (from the white stuff).
Couple of straight days and you will be feeling a load better.
Been there and done that too.
Take care.

[Mags]

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Morrison, I love you man and only want to help you. Take good care of yourself and get the help you need. Please keep posting in here. We miss you when you're not here for a while. :l

[hippie37]

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Hi M! this threads a wee bit different from bing and bong, trap door and other fun kiddies TV shows!!!

I got caught up with a seriously bad crowd doing coke and ended up dealing for a short while in a city called Lancaster where I was working at the time. I always thought with the street price of coke being so high I was bound to make profits with dealing. I never fathomed on getting a problem myself. I was always 'loved up' as well with ecstasy, speed and booze that I ended up partying with the coke rather than selling it. Big fuck'n mistake..
I had to leave my job and run back home with my tail between my legs. Previous to this my parents had already bailed me out of a 250 pound debt I was in with people who were supplying me which I received a good hiding for and thrown in the canal also. It's a mugs game mate and so is drinking. It's drinking that always got me into these kind of situations and controlling the drink has given me a totally drug free life as well. There were certain drugs that were easy to give up for me but I didn't go totally drug free until I gave up the booze. I used them for keeping me up partying all night as well and not really for getting high. So as soon as I knocked the drinking in the head there was no need to carry on with the 'e's either (which was my drug of choice)

Booze is bad enough on its own M but when you are cocktailing your drink and drugs you are on a sure fired one way trip to the nut-house mate. You need to stop fucking with your sanity mate. Come in from the cold and take a seat by the fire and start posting positive.

Love and Happiness
Hippie
xx

[Cinders]

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Morrison,

You are sounding pretty bad, Morrison. Are you taking your meds? Are you going to the doctor?

Please, please take care of yourself. So many of us have come to care so much about you. You told me the other night that "You don't know me," but that is simply not true. I do know you. I feel you every time you post.

Right now and from our chat the other day, I am very worried about you.

Yes, you are unique. That is what makes you so special to all of us. We want you to be around and let that uniqueness shine with happiness and not this anger and depression you are in. You are much more than those negative feelings.

Get help, Morrison. Give yourself a chance to be truly happy. You DO deserve it and you CAN do it.

Love,
Cindi

[betty boop]

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Hey Morrison,

How are you doing today???

BB xx

[toughintexas]

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OMG....just found this thread, I'd "heard" something was up....but Buddy, you gotta stop this...I agree with the others, you "DECIDED" to do this....you didn't just have a couple, and trip up, or zone out, and overdo it....you have a court date already coming up, and you've already been saved from a felony since you spent time in jail, and you keep pushing the envelope, you are asking for it now...and at the place where, whatever you think of them, they are providing you with your living...if you are so much smarter, then put all that energy of hate and self-loathing into building your own casino, then, you can employ guys that drink, and drug, and trash you, the guy who cuts their check, and has to have their ins. raised for suicide threats....pleaaaasssseeee, I know you are smarter than this....I'm not doing tough love, I'm doing....HEEEEEELLLLLLOOOOOO.....what the F are you doing??????????......This isn't a funny thread about stupid stuff, this is serious stuff for you, you could get thrown in prison for a long haul...please don't leave us! I love you and you know that....I only care! You need to go home, get your Mom, beg God to help you, something...but you are tempting way too much fate....I love and worry about you...And even tho I've never done drugs, as a pharmacy owner, I'm positive that you are killing yourself with alcohol mixed with the drugs, and you've said you are spending days throwing up chunks of your stomach...this isn't fun and games anymore, sorry guys, some of you don't know how serious this is for Morrison, he's young, and gots lots to offer, and is on a path straight to a bigger hell than he's ever imagined....I just have to try and get him to hear me.....I'm not perfect by any bit of imagination, but who is, he isn't either, but he's in more than a rock and a hard place right now, and he's going to end up in a place we won't hear from him anymore, and that makes me very, very sad.....please Dave, please, stop this now.....love you.....

[maxman]

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could write a book!

[John35]

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Morrison, I could write a novel about all the stupid things I do when I drink. I have been told that I become a monster when I drink, and have no regard for anyone else. I have lost too much because of my stupidity that is manifested by my alcoholism. I can only hope to atone for my mistakes by living sober. 57days af. never thought a big drunk like me could get that far, but I remind myself of what I do when I drink, and what I have lost because of it. That takes away all temptations. good luck.

[Guest]

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Morrison........we`re all in this together, get it ? If anything untoward were to happen to you through your current wrecklessness, you would leave many people heartbroken here........these are not empty words.......this is the genuine and true sentiment we feel for you.

Stop killing yourself.........I`ve read so many of your posts and I know from those posts that you`re a good, but "lost" man. Please, you have so much good within yourself to offer to others and you deserve a good life. I feel sick, reading just how troubled you are........I wouldn`t feel like this if I didn`t care. Please do as your 30 days pals have said and check into rehab.........use the phone no`s Bear got you. Love yourself enough to save yourself. We are all here for you night and day. :l

Much love,

Starlight Impress x