Every time I forget for a few days, my ass drags, I dream weird dreams, and I am generally not myself.
I got to work today and said, "I feel off, what's the matter", to myself. Self says "You damn idiot, you haven't taken your anti'ds again for the past few days, DUH!!!""
Damn self, anyway. I think part is somewhat a rebellion. These pills don't work well....I know, drinking and taking pills are bound to not work so well, but dang IT! I've had pills that did work better.
I have tried to go to doc, but I don't want to be lectured again about my drinking. So instead I keep stealing Joe's pills (on the same stuff) but his is on the other side of the bed and I don't think of it. And HE NEEDS IT MORE THAN ME. He gets really brooding, drinks more and kinda gets short with me.
I even have a gf that nags me about it. She was out yesterday. Sigh, I need a keeper......any volunteers?
Okay pity party over.
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