Hey guys. i just wrote a whole paragraph and i accidentally deleted it.. err... i just wanted to say that i went out last night with my bf and another couple, and i had doubt that the kudzu would work. i took it religiousally the whole week. but my gosh.. it did work. it was so weird to me and surprising how this litte pill could change the way alcohol makes a person feel. this is what it seemed to do. i felt the alcohol quicker, after two drinks. however, i still felt very very in control. and the desire to keep drinking was not there. the high, euphoria, or happy feeling was not present either. while there, i almost forgot i had the glass of sangria in front of me. i concentrated more on my food and conversations. in the past it was obessing ove rthe glass being there so i could keep that good happy high feeling going. even though i felt the wine ( they say u feel the alcohol quicker and get drunk quicker when taking kudzu) i felt COMPLETELY in control. it worked out amazingly. no hangover, nothing. wow does it feel good to wake up knowing i didnt get drunk, and it wasnt a struggle at all. it came very naturally. people wonder if its possible to get drunk on the kudzu and topomax.. it is possible, but you dont want to. you would have to keep drinking quick and its like a yucky feeling bc the drinking euphoria is not present. it probably would just make your head spin and feel uncomfortable. i just felt so in control. when i felt the alcohols effects, i remember thinking, " ok this is the most id want to feel", so i just started sipping slower. and not THINKING about it. it just came naturally.
the only negative thing i myself ddidnt like, was part of the reason i DO drink is to feel the euphoria. to feel the high. i have depression, and i also have boredom with life. so that high was what i would look foward to when i went out to drink. the one time the week id feel good. the depression i have to figure out in other ways. because im not drinking so much maybe I will go back on zoloft, who knows.( i stopped hat because i was drinking five times per week awhile back-and zoloft loses its effecitveness completely)
well, i ll update everyone. hope the kudzu will continue to work and not stop working or anything!
the only negative thing i myself ddidnt like, was part of the reason i DO drink is to feel the euphoria. to feel the high. i have depression, and i also have boredom with life. so that high was what i would look foward to when i went out to drink. the one time the week id feel good. the depression i have to figure out in other ways. because im not drinking so much maybe I will go back on zoloft, who knows.( i stopped hat because i was drinking five times per week awhile back-and zoloft loses its effecitveness completely)
well, i ll update everyone. hope the kudzu will continue to work and not stop working or anything!
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