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[Cashregister]

I really can't afford to stay here any longer, my mental health is too fragile, and yeah I have some issues with drinking but they are nothing compared to the other problems I have in my life.

I just saw my Doctor and she suggested I post this, get closure and go away. If anyone wants to talk to me my e-mail is available - but not coming back here.

Thanks to all of you who held my hand last Xmas, and to all of you I have spoken to or PMed over the last year. I really appreciated the warmth and sincerity I found here in the beginning.

Now I feel I cannot post anything wihtout someone having an opinion about what I have said which often involves alternative medication and how my medication has not worked for them etc blah blah.

My Doctor said this was ridiculous and that the so-called "alternatives" that are so often touted have been well and truly shown in the "real" literature (not google searches) to be placebos, a joke, for people with actual Bipolar Disorder (there are many misdiagnosis apparently).

And yet I found myself tempted, cause I couldn't go anywhere without hearing it - and I even stopped taking my meds a couple of days ago - thought, yeah I can do this myself - don't need to take all these drugs.

So dangerous place for me.

Thanks for the memories and for those I am in touch with - we will keep in touch my friends.

Signing off for my own good....

Cashy

[lucky 2.0]

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All the best to you cashy. I am glad you posted. Thank you. Peace-

[tawnyfrog]

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Cashy - I understand but will very much miss your intelligence and wit.

[Accountable for Me]

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I will miss you tremendously and truly respect your decision about leaving. You must take care of you!

I want to personally THANK YOU from the bottom of my heart for being such a wonderful "friend" here. Being Bi-polar myself, I have learned a lot from you. I am truly grateful!

I know how this place can really wreak havoc on our emotions - so I completely understand what you are doing. I truly support you in this.

Take care of yourself.

Lots of Love Always,
AFM

[beatle]

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We love you and want you here. So come back as soon as you feel like it.
(and I have learned a lot from you).

[Average Joe]

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Very sorry I did not have time to know you better.

Luck.

[YoungAtHeart]

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I hope things get better for you Cashy. I'm sorry that you have to go. Take care.

Big hugs,:l :l
Kathy

[Mags]

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I certainly will miss you Cashy. I have always enjoyed so much reading what you have to say and have considered you my friend. I understand your reasons for leaving and wish you the very best in your future. Take good care of yourself, friend.

[MyHeartIsDrenchedInWine]

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Oh Cashy say it ain't so!!!!! I'm going to miss you

[Helensback]

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Go well Cashy.

[amethyst]

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Cashy-hope it is not too late, but I wish you well. Hope you can continue your recovery. Your posts have been very important for me I will miss you.:h

[Waves 2]

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Sorry to hear this Cashy, I have enjoyed reading your posts over the last year or so.

Lots of love to you.
Waves

[Suki411]

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Best of luck, Cashy. Hope you come back when you feel like it
xxx
Suki

[Guest]

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Am so glad I have your email Cashy as I would not like to lose touch with you. You are a wonderful, giving person who reached out to help me when I was at my lowest. You give so much here.........you will be a great loss to this site. I understand that you must take good care of yourself and you are feeling drained by certain events here recently, but I think many people are just finding the time of year a particularly trying one. I hope you feel able to return to the site in time........you are loved and respected by so many here.

Starlight Impress xxx

[Suzanna]

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Cashy, I am sorry you have to go, but I understand, it is what you need to do for yourself now. I have enjoyed reading your posts. :l