I have never ever been so misconceived about my thoughts and thinking that it was OK just to have one.....or a few glasses of champagne.. surely Champagne aint gonna hurt me its just fizzy 'piss' water in my eyes...........................................
How could I have been so wrong??? Everything went so well with family etc I moderated etc.....I got home though and felt like I had to be the biggest single most important thing on the planet...........I was GOD and whatever I said went.....I'm probably coming to meet people I don't even now I guess and all because of one can of tennents super and too much champagne.
I had a great conversation with someone and I will never forget that experience in any way shape or form!!!! But what rings home with me right know is that conversation 'at the end of the day' could of been me crying out for help. Thankfully it wasn't but we have the new year coming up now and again I have to be vigilant not to react the same way I did at Xmas. I'm expecting family to be out at parties this year so I will have the honour of letting the New Year in for my Mum this year and I just hope that everyone else is thinking more towards the future than having that one night of drunken madness. It aint worth it an I can tell you now I will be ringing my friend and wishing the best year upon her as I think she needs it right now..
Star I hope your cousin pulls through and gives us all the best New Year we have ever had
Love Hippiexx
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