Hi there, i used to belong to this site a few years ago and came back today just to look, very impressed, many great new sections
though don't recognise many of the old names who used to post. I've been battling with myself for about 5 years and midway through that I did the MWO with supplements & CDs but without the drugs and wasn't exactly successful, found it really hard. I loved the hypno CDs but got confused, because i wasn't ready to give it up so tried to do control drinking which didn't work for me. When that didn't work i reverted back to not bothering, drinking 3-4 times week x 1 bottle champagne all to myself, and have not grown really since that time, just getting by day by day. I'm fed up with myself, my life or lack thereof, and realise it's now or never, I don't want to battle this battle and hate the hate in 10 years time. I've stopped, cold turkey, not counting days but can say I haven't had a drink since New Year's. The first few days were emotionally hard but now I feel so much healthy, sleeping well and don't miss it. I'm worried though when i go back to work I'll get stressed:upset: I'm maybe still in denial, I don't want to put anything else in my mouth, pills. I'm trying to do the Secret thing and think only positive thoughts. Anyway, wish everyone well in their journeys.
though don't recognise many of the old names who used to post. I've been battling with myself for about 5 years and midway through that I did the MWO with supplements & CDs but without the drugs and wasn't exactly successful, found it really hard. I loved the hypno CDs but got confused, because i wasn't ready to give it up so tried to do control drinking which didn't work for me. When that didn't work i reverted back to not bothering, drinking 3-4 times week x 1 bottle champagne all to myself, and have not grown really since that time, just getting by day by day. I'm fed up with myself, my life or lack thereof, and realise it's now or never, I don't want to battle this battle and hate the hate in 10 years time. I've stopped, cold turkey, not counting days but can say I haven't had a drink since New Year's. The first few days were emotionally hard but now I feel so much healthy, sleeping well and don't miss it. I'm worried though when i go back to work I'll get stressed:upset: I'm maybe still in denial, I don't want to put anything else in my mouth, pills. I'm trying to do the Secret thing and think only positive thoughts. Anyway, wish everyone well in their journeys.
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