hi, happy new year to you people
it was only betty that prompted me to write really .
i was ill gastritis , tho i dont have a ulcer prob booze realted im still going 4 days sometimes 6 days af free
tho i im going to start taking a anti alcohol drug soon my psych wants me back on meds etx maybe the two together can work . blew a whole lot of money on bullshit over xmas and you just look around at all these materai lthings and it means fuck all .. so much for my spirituality
personally i think god has resgined from the universe . tho i waste space pontifacting about that .
bascially i find it difficult being alive but im here so ill make the best of it
also a realtionship of mine broke up 9 years we were together .. she never thought imet her needs etc what about my needs? it works both ways
somedays i thought things were good then a call etc well on that day you didnt react to me etc .. the whole point about love is the freedom to be oneself and theother to know that and if thereis a prob lets talk it out not store it up and stick it in some psychic filing cabinet and hit the other person with it etc
.i belive in reincarnation ive been here before and im tired . but i do volunteer work and try to help in terms of mental health /animal charities
i wish everyone well
jay
it was only betty that prompted me to write really .
i was ill gastritis , tho i dont have a ulcer prob booze realted im still going 4 days sometimes 6 days af free
tho i im going to start taking a anti alcohol drug soon my psych wants me back on meds etx maybe the two together can work . blew a whole lot of money on bullshit over xmas and you just look around at all these materai lthings and it means fuck all .. so much for my spirituality
personally i think god has resgined from the universe . tho i waste space pontifacting about that .
bascially i find it difficult being alive but im here so ill make the best of it
also a realtionship of mine broke up 9 years we were together .. she never thought imet her needs etc what about my needs? it works both ways
somedays i thought things were good then a call etc well on that day you didnt react to me etc .. the whole point about love is the freedom to be oneself and theother to know that and if thereis a prob lets talk it out not store it up and stick it in some psychic filing cabinet and hit the other person with it etc
.i belive in reincarnation ive been here before and im tired . but i do volunteer work and try to help in terms of mental health /animal charities
i wish everyone well
jay
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