Well.... i just had to post- as today is a good day! I had 2 baileys last night and then stopped. Today i feel i can cope with life! Infact i feel like a 'normal' person. Baileys is very different to wine. Wine- i drink like water but baileys is something you can't drink to excess. I suppose i am moderating really. I woke up this morning without that awful scary feeling. I could cope. I have been out in this dreadful rain and don't feel depressed. Alcohol just makes me depressed. It is the root of all my problems. If i can just have my 2 baileys of a night,i will be okay. Anyway, I just had to tell you all this.
Bye for now. Bella xxx
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