I have recently been suffering with a really serious bout of depression so have not been around much of late as have not had any inclination to do anything. I won't go into details but have finally come to terms with my separation which was weighing heavily on my mind. Not easy as well over the festive season as felt so alone and out there. Anyway as I said not going to harp on about it as it time for me to move on properly this time.
Moving on for me also has lead me to believe that I am spending far too much time online on forums such as this as well. I have a very addictive personality and have always taken things to access which is why I was a binge drinker. I have realised of late that this is not a good thing for me as I tend to be procrastinating and not really moving on or just replacing one addiction with another (which is usually the norm with people like myself).
I have also started taking a new anti depressant called Mirtazapine which is making me feel very lethargic at the moment also. It has been quite a bumpy ride TBH as I have also been withdrawing from my previous med Citalopram (which I was taking for 3 years) while introducing this new med into my system. I'm just about getting there but still getting a few of the heebie jeebies! (YES! I'm thinking of you STAR when I mention these!!).
I'll will continue to use the forum and keep in touch etc but will be spending more time eating and exercising which are my new addictions of late!!
Love and Happiness to all my friends at MWO :h :h
Hippie
xx
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