Thankyou to those of you who helped me out last night. I am okay this morning. I finished the bottle of wine and took myself off to bed at 9pm. I did not open any more. I stopped. That has to be progress of sorts, doesnt it? I still have this immense guilt this morning but i am trying....like you always say to me...Don't beat yourself up! I did stop...I didn't hide anything from my husband....i was openly drinking. I think he was keeping an eye on me but he didn't give me a hard time...which i really appreciated. If he had...i think i would have rebelled...like a kid! I don't feel too bad today.
Thanks again...friends.
What would i do without you!!!! X
Bella xxx
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