So I had a terrible night at work last night. I made an honest mistake that ended up having pretty big ramifications. I could definatley get written up, and the shift that came on after mine, across a couple of departments, will have to jump through their asses to fix my little fuck up. If they don't, among many other things, my mistake will affect everyones quarterly bonus. SO I won't exactly be Mr. popular tomorrow. My close freinds are doing their best to be cool, but damn I may have just taken money out of their pockets. Others, who are usually cool with me and will chat and joke around with me just turn their backs when I walk in the room. Ugh its started already. Definatley a bad night to be me.
The funny part about this is that all I can think about is how cool it is to be AF, and that I just passed the halfway mark to 30 days, and how cool it'll be to stop counting days at that point... I thought it was odd not to want a drink after such a shitty night (and I'm garunteed a worse one tomorrow). Foolish as it sounds I'm really happy about this whole AF bit, despite the trainwreck at work.
Most people would think I'm crazy for feeling this way in this situation, but I thought maybe I could share it here in hopes that some of y'all could relate.
Its past bed time tho...take care everyone.
The funny part about this is that all I can think about is how cool it is to be AF, and that I just passed the halfway mark to 30 days, and how cool it'll be to stop counting days at that point... I thought it was odd not to want a drink after such a shitty night (and I'm garunteed a worse one tomorrow). Foolish as it sounds I'm really happy about this whole AF bit, despite the trainwreck at work.
Most people would think I'm crazy for feeling this way in this situation, but I thought maybe I could share it here in hopes that some of y'all could relate.
Its past bed time tho...take care everyone.
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