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[debruce]

Good Morning All,
I haven't been posting much, but am reading about 3 times a day. I love reading every ones posts and seeing what different paths people are taking and how they are doing.
I have been having my ups and downs. In all these months I have still not got past 9 days AF straight. Don't get me wrong though, this is an achievement and I am not beating myself up, but I don't get it. I had been on naltrexone for about 3 months but I think I abused it and it stopped having the desired effect. When I started it was great. I am now on Campral, day 4. I am doing ok, but don't want to get too cocky too soon. I still have 2 months supply of the naltrexone left so am thinking of taking the 2 combined. I have done a fair bit of reading on the subject and sounds quite positive.
I have decided that I have to be AF. 1 drink is never enough for me. This makes me sad as it is a nice thing to be able to have a glass of wine with dinner, but then I want the whole bottle!!!! Guess I am not alone in this.
Well just wanted to touch base with you all. I need to write every day. So I will just keep adding to this thread every morning letting you all know my feelings.
Hope you are all doing well in your own ways
xxx
:l

[betty boop]

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Hi Debruce, glad that you are still here, and :goodjob: your AF days are amazing .............

[debruce]

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Thanks Betty Boop
Well another day AF, and feeling good.
But it is Friday today and a long weekend here,Australia Day, so a bit scary. I have already told hubby that I will not go to club tonight as it puts me in a very tempting position. Funny I can go to the pub and be happy with my tonic water in a wine glass, but I can't do it at the club!!!
I have been reading everyones posts and I wish good luck to all and a huge welcome to all the new people on this site.
Have a nice day one and all
xxx

[Lotus]

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Hi Debruce

Well done on your AF days. I like your positive attitude. Always remember everyday you are AF is an achievement. It's a step closer to your goal.

Hope to hear more from you. Keep up the good work.

[Going Strong]

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Hi Debruce,
I know where you are coming from! I don't post much but do gain alot from all the posts. Am hoping I can get to the stage of being able to give back to others what I have gotten out of this site......but not just yet as am still struggling too! I do have some AF days but not as many as I would like. Know what you mean about the club as I have to avoid the pubs & clubs for a while till I feel stronger.
You are winning................so keep up the good work!
Shas

[IAD]

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Debruce.
Hang in thier ! We may post some strange things on line, but we are just trying to deal !
Welcome... Feel free to post something outrageous ! IAD,,,Fear the Raven. (Baltimore !)

[debruce]

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Morning All,
Sunday here in sunny oz. I had 2 drinks yesterday arvo and feel like shit this morning. Never mind, didn't overdo it. Going out crabbing today, so will be a AF day on the water.
Have a good day all.
xxx

[Guest]

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Hope you are still hanging in there!!! Thinking of you.