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[MyHeartIsDrenchedInWine]

Feeling Blah, blah, blah...

Shikakai;267829 wrote: No expert by any means, but I think once you accept that you're not drinking and get it "out of your system" and "out of your mind", you will automatically turn your mind to other things.

Sometimes I wonder if coming here could make things worse because I can't get it out of my mind if I'm here, reading and typing about it. On the other hand the advice and support has been invaluable.

If one finds life boring, I wonder if that is depression? I have been finding life very boring lately ; )

[Shikakai]

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MyHeartIsDrenchedInWine;267963 wrote: Sometimes I wonder if coming here could make things worse because I can't get it out of my mind if I'm here, reading and typing about it. On the other hand the advice and support has been invaluable.

If one finds life boring, I wonder if that is depression? I have been finding life very boring lately ; )

Girl, join the rest of us... I'm convinced I've been depressed since junior high and the alchi over the years has simply intensified it to the point where I barely want to live, but I'm starting to "come around", especially with everything else that's going on.

Oh well... keep coming...

[maasai]

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sherry, there are lots of things that you can do only that since all our time was focussed on drinking and we negleted lots not willingly now you are having a hug space thats not filled up do not worry and beat yourself up you will adjust slowly keep posting ok

[sherrie]

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thanks for all of the posts...I will keep posting because I wouldn't be telling anyone else any of these things about myself. I have a few close friends, but you don't spill stuff like this to them...people that don't have this problem do not understand and cannot relate. I told my boyfriend a few things, but that's about it. All of these feelings don't feel very appealing, so it's not something you want to tell.

Oh, last night I didn't end up walking...we had a major blizzard and it took me close to an hour and a half to get home. My original plan was to go hang out with the boyfriend for a bit. I stopped and got pizza for kids, but the roads were so bad that I didn't feel good about driving over to his house, even though it's only about 8 minutes away. So, I told him roads were too bad, but he could pick me up...he has a Hummer...he kind of laughed so that was that. I stayed home and my mood certainly was not good and I went to bed early.:upset: