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[Cinders]

Totally.

Tired of this crap and so is hubby.

Love you guys but am to tally behind the eight ball.

Love all of you.
Night.
Cindi

[Accountable for Me]

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Cindi - don't give up!

Drink lots of water and get some rest.

Tomorrow is a new day.

Keep trying - that is all you can do.

Sending you love.

[Determinatrix]

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So sorry Cindi.
Man, if we could figure out the answers we would be rich.
I have nothing handy to offer, just wanted you to know I hear you.

:l
Dx

[Cinders]

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Thanks, guys. I am totally behind the eight ball. Hubby just does not care anymore.

I am a drunk. He gets that, howeverl, he does not "get what that means. Or, hell,he does.

Damn

I so hate being a drunk. PERIOD!!

Love.
Cindi

[southernbelle47]

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Cindi......:l 's to you. I too "hear" you.
You are not alone.....ever.....reach down inside and find your Hope....

:h Nancy

[memarcie]

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Oh Cindi, I wish there was something I could do to help you. What about going into rehab again? Or a different rehab.

What about getting on meds like Campral, Nalexatrone or Antabuse?

:l

[lushy]

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Cindi, I know you know drinking after gastric bypass does not help matters. It is like main lining alcohol when you drink. Have you tried any of the anticraving meds to see if those would help? Something to really squelch the desire to have even one drink. My heart just aches for you because you have had long periods of doing so well and you so want this. I am sending you hugs and wishing you well.

[MDBiker]

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Cindi, :huggy

hang on, everything works out eventually. something will bring you to the bottom, and it will hurt, but it will also be the answer you are looking for. My heart goes out to you

bear

[keeta]

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Cindi,

wishing you strength. Be good to yourself.
I am on Day one again, so I am struggling through this right along beside you. Want an AF buddy?
You OK right at this moment? Can you stop drinking for the night, if you are right now?

Keep close...you know what awesome people are here to support you.

much love,
Kee

[Accountable for Me]

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I am wondering if maybe you can get an Rx for antabuse? I know it is extreme - but from what I have read about others on it, it really does help.

You KNOW that you will get violently ill if you have any alcohol on antabuse. Maybe you need a 'consequence' in order to stay sober?

I know if I start drinking regularly again, or it started to spiral out of control, my next option would be antabuse. Without hesitation.

You are not a drunk. You are an alcoholic. I believe part of your problem is your feelings towards yourself. You have labeled yourself with such a demeaning word. You need to stop feeding yourself such negativity.

I love you Cindi, and you are so worth more than this shit.

[Chief]

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We love you, Cindi....

There is an answer for you...we just have to find it. Don't ever give up....your husband just doesn't know what to do. He feels helpless in helping you. YOU have to be the one to make the irrevocable decision to quit drinking.

We are all here for you....

Don

[beatle]

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Well, I don't believe in the old bottoming-out theory-- or hitting "rock bottom", because I've done that many times. Rock bottom only lasts so long. I know Cindi knows what I mean.

Cindi, I think you need antabuse. Can you get it? You just cannot drink on it or you will end up in the emergency room. You pop the little tablet in your mouth in the morning when you are determined to never drink again, and then comes evening-- ha! too late.

Cindi, don't give up. You know I am also far from the goal. But I'm not giving up. You must not. We need you here. Your daughter needs you. Please!

[Guest]

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Oh Cindi..........it hurts to see you like this.........you so do not deserve this. Please think about what AFM said...........I mean, would you consider the antabuse?.........I don`t recall you saying you`ve ever tried it, but I`m not sure if you have.

I love you Cindi. I am here for you..........always. :l

Starlight Impress xxx

[greeneyes]

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Oh, cindi...... I wish I knew what to say. My hubby looked at me today and said what I was doing wasn't covering my alcoho lbreath. I felt so bad. And he looked at the piles of undone thngs in my office and shook his head. I felt like I was 13. I am a strong independent intelligent woman and I will rise above this. So can you. Pick yourself up. Start again tomorrow.:h

[Guest]

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CINDI-
I am just seeing this. ALRIGHT now......you have been there for me. So, you pick your ASS up and get back on!!!!! I can do this and YOU can do it. We are not quiters!!!!!!!!! Now, drink some water, get some rest, and start over. Just like you told me!!!!! AND next time, call me!!!! We can get through this together!