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[poohbear]

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cindi - i just want to say that I totally feel the pain that you are in right now because I am in the same type of pain. Tired of being this kind of person but yet I still do the things that make me that type of person. It's just so mind boggling. I too am gastric bypass and knowing how bad it is to drink after having that surgery still does not stop me either.

I truley am sorry that you or that any of us has to go through this - you are all in my thoughts

Pbear

[greeneyes]

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I can't resist...... pick yourself, dust yourself off and fart all over again. Yall will probably put me on the ignore list.

[Deena]

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Cindi,
I can't give you any better advice than those who posted before me, but know that there's a woman sitting here right now pulling for you. We all KNOW how you feel, and we all want you to feel better.

You are not "a drunk"...please be kinder to yourself...you have a lot on your plate right now, but DON'T GIVE UP!!

[rudemama]

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don't give up cindi :h :h :h :h rudemama

[MyHeartIsDrenchedInWine]

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Hang in there Cindi, it will get better :l

[meditation mama]

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Hi sweetie... DAMN, I wish so bad that I could do something more than just give you my thoughts, prayers, and love. I wish I could fight yoru battle and everyone else's. I hate AL!!

Please be kind to yourself. Your husband is as friustrated as you. You just have to keep fighting. It will stick.. It will - keep going.

All my love,

MM

[magic]

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Cindi, My Sweet

This breaks my heart. I know yours is breaking too.

You need to mend it. You need to stop being so damn hard on yourself.

I don't think that you are sharing what is really going on with you and that is OK, it is yours to share or not. We love you regardless.

You need to check into rehab or hospital. See how bossy I am? I am telling you what I think you need to do.

Get out of your environment to a safe place where drinking is not an option.

The only person YOU are responsible for is YOU. Worry about you.

Perhaps your husband will have to take a leave from school and get a job. Worse things have happened. It won't be the end of the world.

Cindi, you are one of my favorite people and I hate to see you so sad.

I love you to the moon and back a gazillion times.

Nancy xxx

[BELIEVE]

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Don't forget we're in a marathon here, not a sprint. You can get back on track tomorrow, Each day is a new chance. Just pick yourself up, and do what you can do. You can make it!

[Preciouspinot]

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Cindi, I belive Southernbelle hit on a VERY important point that you need to find your HOPE.

Hope is essential in any type of recovery process!

[janka]

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Hey Cindi, please stop beating yourself up! Star had a good idea about the antabuse ... can you give it a try? I' am so sorry you are under so much stress and having difficulty, but it can ease up, just you already know what you need to do. So very sorry you are suffering, love, j

[Suki411]

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Cindi, I hope you can see from all of these post HOW LOVED you are! I have no words of wisdom, but know that we are all here for you.

love Suki

[sweetpea]

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Cindi honey don't give up we all love you:h :h :h Sweetpea :l xxxxxxxxxxxxx

[Suzanna]

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Cindi, you are such a source of strength and inspiration to others, always offering words of encouragement, comfort. Here we all are extending the same to you now, you are so worth being happy and healthy, please keep trying. It's hard, staying af is hard and then it gets easier. You know all this. Let's keep quitting till we don't suck at quitting anymore. :l

[memarcie]

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How are you doing today Cindi? Have you made any plans on what your next step is? We all care about you and want to see you beat this!

:h

[keeta]

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You are in my thoughts this morning, Cindi.
I hope you are feeling better today.
Please check in.
much love and hugs,
Kee