I had a serious row with my husband at the weekend. He asked me straight out if I'd had a drink since "the Episode" the other week. i said "No" but I was lying. I did. He was getting really angry and asked me again. He knew something and I was scared. I said I had. He went beserk. He said the trust had gone, I had made a committment to NOT drink ever again etc.... He had noticed the level of a bottle of red wine had gone down. I didnt think he would notice but I was wrong. He went AWOL for hours and came back so drunk he could not string any words together. He just went to bed. Shit...I tried to explain how hard it is and that I desperately need his support, not his anger....but ...I dunno...we'll see. He is talking to me now and says...'no more lying'. Relationships are so hard...and so is Alcohol abstinence. I'm really trying.
I'll get there.
Hope youre all okay today.
Bella xxx
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