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[cowgal]

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know in my heart

I know in my heart, even though I am having the day from HE*L tonight, nor today I will NOT drink................it is good knowing that, thanks for the votes of confidence.............everyone!!!:thanks:

I will NEVER take this site for granted, you guys basically saved my life this week!!:lilangel:

MA:h :l

[Noelle]

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Cowgal, I'm here in PA rooting for you! Once a Pennsylvanian, always a Pennsylvanian!

[cowgal]

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YEAH!!

You keep up the good work too Noelle, we WILL get through these rough spots, here w/ eachother.............pm any time, hopefully I am here, still crying over anything and just now learned that a laptop computer supplied for one of my pulmonary function machines (which I didn't lock up last time I put it back........DUH!!)uch: :damn: has disappeared!!

Now I am BAWLING...............:upset:

BUT I WILL NOT DRINK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

MA

[Noelle]

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MA, I was bawling almost all day. I think, no, I know it let out a lot of held in emotions. So maybe you'll feel better afterwards like I do? I sure hope so! :***

[cowgal]

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ok

I feel a little better today............very sore, but lifted weights at the gym and slept fitfully.........after only 3 days I cannot expect to feel great, right!?

I hope today is a better day for both of us!!!

Not crying yet anyway!!!!

love you, fellow PA person!!

HUGS!!!:l

MA:h

[Noelle]

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MA, I feel a LOT better today and I'm glad you are feeling better too. Let's remind ourselves to cry and know that it's for the best. Stuffing feelings is obviously not a good thing!

:h: from PA

[cowgal]

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yep

I guess it is good I can come on here and touch base w/ someone at just about any time of the day ................THANKS RJ!!!!:thanks: An everyone, you too Noelle!! Love to PA!

MA:h :h

[Accountable for Me]

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You are doing so GREAT cowgal!!!!! Way to go on your 3 days! You will start to feel better soon!

[cowgal]

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feel good about it

This time I feel good about staying AF, never tried REALLY w/ MWO AND AA, it was either one (MWO trying to mod) or the other, AA trying to not drink, hanging onto dear life the entire time!!

I hope (and vaguely remember what it feels like)to feel good again soon..........the knee doesn't help, but I think Al made it worse, it causes inflammation (I read somewhere), so it should start feeling better soon too...........

Thanks for all the support, keep it coming, I love it, it REALLY helps!!:welcome:

MA:h :l

[bald headed old guy]

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Cheering you on MA! It does get better, and yes excercise helps (even if it does hurt the morning after...but it hurts less than a hangover!)
Have a GREAT Thursday! and an AF night!
Stay Strong!
BHOG

[Ripple]

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CG, crying is part of the recovery, wash away the toxins within. its okay, let it flow out. i don't cry anymore. don't miss the swollen eyes. i would break over little things, now i only cry over funny shit.

~Ripple~
:l

[cowgal]

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thanks again

I haven't cried too much today, and feel a little better...........thanks BHOG and ripple!! It is good to hear, I faintly remember how good it feels to be af for a while, looking forward to it though!!

I actually just did the eliptical here at work for 20 min. then pigged out on some pizza w/ my nice friendly co-workers (who were jerks,and made me cry yesterday!!?? Must have been the moon or eclipse!?)

lots of love,:h :h

MA

[Guest]

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Great to hear you`re still going strong cowgal. Proud of you.

Starlight Impress xxx

[Noelle]

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I'm so proud of you MA! :h

[cowgal]

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day 5

But "who's counting"!!?? :H I feel GREAT this morning, dragged a little getting out of bed, but once out and having my green tea and breakfast, BOY am I thrilled to have 4 days under my belt, KNOWING that today will be a successful day 5!! YAY!!:yay:

I appreciate you all's support (a little southern there for ya!!) HUH, and I am a yankee!

I really appreciate the help and will keep in touch!! Love and Hugs.......:h :l

MA