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[Guest]

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no to anxious. i want to sleep, i cant....i went AF for 7 months, why am i back to this spot? i am going to aa this morning. my friend will take me. he already said he would

[Guest]

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i have never been, but i have to do something....i have to get well by monday for work. my kids are at their dads this weekend.

[betty boop]

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LUV you are not a horrible mother, you have just the most horrendous year to deal with ...........

What would you tell me to do if I were you???

[keeta]

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sorry to hear about not being able to sleep...but since it is 3:30 am here, I can relate!

wow...7 months...awesome job. see you CAN do this....
what time is your meeting?

[Guest]

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i dont know, he is going to find me one and help me get there. i am to sick to even get dressed, but i have to

[keeta]

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with the kids gone LUV, you can focus on YOU, and setting up your plans to go AF...and spend some good you time...

[Guest]

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BB, i am so tired of fighting myself. i think i am winning and then fail again

[keeta]

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can you try some broth...and some suppliments...you fed yourself a lot of alcohol drinking all day for four days honey...time to replenish what it hasn't been getting. can you keep anything down?

[Dolly Sunshine]

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You are winning as long as you're fighting it. You just don't feel it now b/c you are so sick.

[Guest]

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no more AL.....the sad thing is i was drinking, then throwing up yesterday, but i would still drink again, trying to make the feeling go away.....it is so pathetic

[Guest]

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i cant even hold down water right now, i keep trying, but i am really sick..i mean really sick

[Dolly Sunshine]

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It's a survival mechanism. Your body wants to not feel this and alcohol will stop it. It's not pathetic. It's more like chewing off your arm to get out of a trap. Al is the trap.

[betty boop]

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LUV, its a long hard battle, as Don would say we just have to keep fighting. Today is about getting well for you ..........

[keeta]

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you keep fighting, THAT is a good thing, LUV....
keep trying little sips of water...I am worried you will get sicker, if you get too dehydrated

[Guest]

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i am fighting......i am just losing right now. i drink, wine, beer, whatever i could find...WHY? it is so dumb, i KNOW better