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[Prest4time]

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Luv,
You are blessed to have a friend whom you can confide in about this, and your friend who is taking you to the meeting tonight. You need to have some strong people there for you who can be "on call" so to speak since your Mom is not there anymore. The site is awesome for cyber support, but its great if you can get it in the flesh as well. You sound much better, and you know what? As awful as I am sure it made you feel for your daughter to have yelled that at you, she might draw a lot of comfort if she saw you take that leap? Not to mention that you seem very open to it and others have said it greatly benefited them? It might be a huge step towards healing you physically as well as for your relationship with your kids. I wish only the best for you and wish I could give you a hug.

P4T

[Guest]

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Prest,
Her hollering at me devastated me. She is a good girl. She and my son DESERVE a better Mom.

[greeneyes]

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Still sittin in the waiting room?

[Guest]

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YES, it shouldn't be much longer though. I just went in and asked. The flu is rampid right now, so it is packed.

[memarcie]

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Thank goodness for Laptops! I'm proud of you Luv for staying and waiting to get some help.

[Guest]

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This is actually my cell phone. I could be doing this without you all....

[memarcie]

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Isn't technology cool. I'm glad we are there with you Luv.

[greeneyes]

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Got gatorade & water?

[memarcie]

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How are you doing Luv? Are you in ?

[Cinders]

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Luv,

If you can, let us know how you are doing.

If not, we are all hoping you are getting the help you so badly need right now.

Just know, we all love you and care. :l

Cindi

[greeneyes]

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Probably got taken back (as in your name was called) and had to turn off cell. I think that was a hard fall.

[dexterhead]

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Luv, thinking of you. For me when I'm sick and dehydrated, 7Up helps, and saltines. pretty easy on the tummy and gets a bit of fluids/sugars into you.

[Thankful]

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Luv, my dear I feel so bad for you.

You posted something this week to me during the "drama" and I chose to ignore it because I said to myself that doesn't sound like Luv talking. Then I thought you must be drinking. I almost asked you then if you were, but I didn't because I was afraid of adding fuel to the fire. I was afraid that if you weren't drinking I would really have pissed you off.

Damn it!! I should have asked. Instead I thought of myself and I didn't want to be attacked. Damn it!! I should have gone with my gut and asked you. Maybe you wouldn't have binged for so many days. Maybe it would've been out in the open and maybe it would have stopped sooner.

As a fellow member, I should have picked up on the "sign" so clearly given me. I can not apologize enough for this.

I just want to add that dehydration will cause your electrolytes to be off. You may need to give you an IV for a few hours. If this is the case, you will feel so much better when this is done. Electrolytes are nothing to be fooled with.

You are in my thoughts and prayers. Again, I am so sorry if there was something I could have done earlier and did not.

I hope you are feeling better real soon.

Love, Me
:l

[Bella]

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Oh Luv.....u have had one hell of a day....I'm am there for you my friend.X

[betty boop]

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Luv, almost 12 hours since I first responded to you today ........

How are you doing now????

Please check in ..............