I love you all so much!

[Guest]

Today has been a horrid day, but as always...you were here!!!! Thank-you all so much. I will be going to AA tonight. I am nervous and excited about it. I HAVE to stay sobber. It takes days to get over a 4 day binge. Bruises every where, said and did things I normally would never do. I so apologize to anyone I was rude to this week. I know I wasn't myself. My goal here is not to drive people away or make them feel bad. Please forgive my drunken posts this week.

[betty boop]

I love you all so much!

Nothing to forgive .........

I love you too .............. with All of my heart ................

Truly do love you LUV ............ I cant say it stong enough :h:l:h:l

[Lucy Van Pelt]

I love you all so much!

Luv

Just this moment caught up on your earlier threads

I am so glad you are feeling a little better, and going to AA. That is great!!!

Love ya

I am starting on antibuse shortly. Don't know if you have tried it....cant remember

Love,

beth

[Guest]

I love you all so much!

I have tried it. Topa actually works very well for me. I need to get back on it. I am ordering some. I just wish it didn't take so long to come. But, I am hoping AA will be a good move for me. I am so tired of feeling poorly and screwing up. I had 7 strong months, I gotta get them back.

[Lucy Van Pelt]

I love you all so much!

You CAN do this!! you arlready did! Just need some tools again!

[Guest]

I love you all so much!

Beth,
I truly want it. I think this past 4 day stunt really knocked some sense in to me. I really want this again. I NEED it!

[Guest]

I love you all so much!

Yes and yes.....I will not be alone tonight. No booze any where, it is ALL out of the house. I will do this...I feel much better then this morning...that is the most scared I have ever been.

[Cinders]

I love you all so much!

Luv,

This is the MOST scared I have ever been for you. I am so glad you went to ER.

Did you get some Librium or something to help you in the next few days?

Go to AA tonight, Luv, I think you will be surprised. I believe your area is all non-smoking, can't remember, been to AA in your area, believe it or not. LOL

If you are a non-smoker, you can find meetings that are non-smoking. I know I have tried to get my hubby to go with me but can't ask him to come to meetings where there is smoke everywhere, he simply cannot handle it.

AA is not the "cult" everyone here makes it out to be. I have ALWAYS been welcomed with love, caring and heartfelt compassion, even when I said "I am drunk but here."

No, AA is not the do all end all to the problem, much is left to us but between MWO and AA we can do it.

I love you LUV, you are one of my "special" people. Truly.

Go to AA and listen. I pray to God it is a special message for you.

Love,
Cindi

[Cinders]

I love you all so much!

Luv,

I PRAY TO GOD IT IS A SPECIAL MESSAGE FOR YOU!!

Love,
Cindi

[Guest]

I love you all so much!

After the day I have had, I gotta have something to help me. AA may not be for me, but I need to at least try it.

[Dolly Sunshine]

I love you all so much!

You sound so much better!! I have thought of you all day.

[Kirova]

I love you all so much!

Same here, LUV. I hope the night goes gently for you...:h

[retteacher]

I love you all so much!

Luv: I too have been to AA & Alanon. I use the 12 steps. It's not ALL for me, but I take what I like & leave the rest. Mary

[meditation mama]

I love you all so much!

Hi, sweetie.. I am glad you are going to AA tonight. You sound better. I was away today, but I have been thinking of you all day. Please stay close.

Can you get Topa from your doctor? i finally went to mine and got it. I feel better about getting it from them than the internet. I know I get it sooner and it is always readily available.

Please stay close and in touch.

You can do this, girl. We are all with you!

All my love, Luv.

MM

[chrysa]

I love you all so much!

Dear LuvUAll,

In my opinion you are a very beautiful, loving person.

You need more than AA at this point. Do not kid yourself. You need to get into an intense rehab program. Do not wait. I know it is difficult with children & reaponsibilities...but this is life or your eventual death...do not put this off..please