MWO and AA

[Guest]

MWO and AA

Katie,
I will do this. I was so scare, I was vomiting and still drinking...WTF? When I finally drank everything in the house and woke-up to sick to go buy more, I knew I was in trouble. To sick to even drive to the store for more AL????? OMG, that never happened before. Shaking, sweats, feeling of panic and fear, not to mention shame and guilt.....ENOUGH! It has been 2 days of sheer hell and suffering. Will take more AF days to recover from the drunk days......so I end up wasting a week of my life.

[Guest]

MWO and AA

It's all good,
I see you are fairly new....welcome here! I hope you find all the support I have. You see how everyone here rallied in for me? This is a great place to be. One member carried her laptop from room to room while cleaning yesterday to support me online. You don't see that just any place.

[chrysa]

MWO and AA

Luv...I am glad you are feeling better Dear. Please keep in mind..rehab is not a last resort..it is a wonderful, wonderful healing place...it is not just where one goes when one fails...it is just another place for more healing which we all need...Peace to you now...Sleep..

[Guest]

MWO and AA

Chrysa,
Thank-you for putting that in to perspective for me. You are right! I need not look at it the way I am. I didn't mean to imply only failures go to rehab. I am sure it has saved many lives.

[tlrgs]

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awesome.it made me tear .good luck and may god be with you luv

[AAthlete]

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Luvuall, sorry to hear that things have been hard for you lately and hope that you are able to succeed in whatever path you choose.

There is a pair of AA'ers that study the Big Book and made a tape about that study (their names are Joe & Charlie). They state that alcoholics are much stronger-willed individuals then non-alocholics. Non-alcoholics drink, get drunk a couple of times, puke and give up drinking. Us alcoholics stubbornly keep at it, convinced that we can control our drinking some way some how!

I know that some people are able to achieve moderation and my hat is off to them. I am past that point in my drinking career to be able to do that. However, the combination of AA and MWO does work - I am living proof of that. The key to both is to approach them each with openess and understanding.

[Guest]

MWO and AA

Well, after a few attempts at moderation and FAILING every time, I give up! I can not moderate....I resign myself to the fact. Of course, not until after I nearly died from alcohol poisoning. So, I guess I am very determined.

[MDBiker]

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You and me both Luv. I am so glad to see you taking positive steps and having the right attitude. It makes my ears tingle, (werid I know) You Go Girl

bear

[Guest]

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It is like you have always said Bear, gotta remember your last drunk episode. I intend to never forget it. I will never forget the pain of the past two days. I intend to print my posts from yesterday as a constant reminder of what that last drunk was like for me. I nearly died!

[maasai]

MWO and AA

yes luv keep up the fight you will make it, NB AA and MWO carry the message and its upon us to make the decisions, its all about our choices. you can if you have the courage to.