Went to bed happy, but apparently ....

[42cat]

Once recently when I went to bed - after several evening drinks ... (I'm almost always the first to go to bed in my house), I was aparently in there yelling and throwing a fit, while in my bed under the covers, before going to sleep.

I know I didn't go to bed angry at all .. Although I'd been drinking, I wasn't in a complete haze or anything .. We were just watching TV happily, and I got tired and said good night and crawled off to bed.

I have absolutely no recollection of this angry stuff happening at all. I woke up the next day as normal and happy as ever, and all seemed fine .... until my husband and daughters told me about my "scary" behaviour.. The incident didn't even even feel "familiar". I almost don't believe it happened, but obviously there were witnesses.

Was this some sort of alcoholic hallucination thing? What the heck happened to me?

Thanks in advance.

[trixietrack]

Went to bed happy, but apparently ....

myabe you were having a nightmare. but you don't remember it.
that happens sometimes

[Saint Jude]

Went to bed happy, but apparently ....

Kind of sounds like a "black-out" to me.
Scarey stuff.
I know when I used to drink the hard hard stuff a whole diff personality would come out.(MY "evil twin",...the castrating B*tch from H)
I'd say things completly out of character for me... Not pretty!

Hubby used to threaten to video me.

[Heavenly]

Went to bed happy, but apparently ....

42cat;297314 wrote: Once recently when I went to bed - after several evening drinks ... (I'm almost always the first to go to bed in my house), I was aparently in there yelling and throwing a fit, while in my bed under the covers, before going to sleep.

I know I didn't go to bed angry at all .. Although I'd been drinking, I wasn't in a complete haze or anything .. We were just watching TV happily, and I got tired and said good night and crawled off to bed.

I have absolutely no recollection of this angry stuff happening at all. I woke up the next day as normal and happy as ever, and all seemed fine .... until my husband and daughters told me about my "scary" behaviour.. The incident didn't even even feel "familiar". I almost don't believe it happened, but obviously there were witnesses.

Was this some sort of alcoholic hallucination thing? What the heck happened to me?

Thanks in advance.

I used to have those episodes too...

Very scary, but stopped when I stopped drinking....

[Beaches]

Went to bed happy, but apparently ....

Yes that is very scary and does sound like a blackout. I turn into a person I don't even know if I drink too much then hate hearing about all I said the next day.
Alcohol is so not worth it.

[42cat]

Went to bed happy, but apparently ....

Thanks, you guys, for your responses.

I'm going to chalk it up to the drink... and keep on fighting to get rid of it. Not doing too badly, but it's still there. No giving up though!

Thanks again!

[Beaches]

Went to bed happy, but apparently ....

Never give up and be happy knowing that you are working on changing your life.

[Cinders]

Went to bed happy, but apparently ....

42Cat,

Yep. A blackout. Happens to me now EVERY TIME I drink. (or used to drink, that is) :-(

Keep fighting!! You don't want to get as bad as I did.

Love,
Cindi