Good Evening to you all......I decided to check in and simply say hello.
I haven't posted for what seems like ages but is only probably a few weeks. I do log in every now and then and just lurk about! i like lurking....it's like having a quick peek just to see if there is anything I'm missing!!! Nosey eh!
Life has been 'even' for me lately. That's the only word that describes things. I used to think level and even and steady was boring but you know what?....it's a hell of alot better than the manic dramas that have happened to me in the last few months! All brought on by excessive alcohol intake. The Mental Health ward I was in a few weeks ago has actually done me alot of good. I've never been to prison but I can imagine that it is fairly similar. It opened my eyes to what I have in my life. I would really like to keep what I have. Kids, husband, friends etc...Freedom really.
So, thats it for now. I still drink. I have been drunk, but mostly I drink moderately....and I've gone to bed at the end of the night....and not walked the streets trying to find....I don't know what. I'm too mad for my own good. But tonight I feel quite peaceful really. My little baby is doing very well. He is such a happy boy and no trouble at all. I never properly enjoyed the early days with my first-born son (now nearly 6 yrs) but second time round I'm more relaxed and maybe this rubs off on him...I don't know.
Anyway....How are all of you? Oldies and Newbies......
I hope you're happy.
Bella xxxx
I haven't posted for what seems like ages but is only probably a few weeks. I do log in every now and then and just lurk about! i like lurking....it's like having a quick peek just to see if there is anything I'm missing!!! Nosey eh!
Life has been 'even' for me lately. That's the only word that describes things. I used to think level and even and steady was boring but you know what?....it's a hell of alot better than the manic dramas that have happened to me in the last few months! All brought on by excessive alcohol intake. The Mental Health ward I was in a few weeks ago has actually done me alot of good. I've never been to prison but I can imagine that it is fairly similar. It opened my eyes to what I have in my life. I would really like to keep what I have. Kids, husband, friends etc...Freedom really.
So, thats it for now. I still drink. I have been drunk, but mostly I drink moderately....and I've gone to bed at the end of the night....and not walked the streets trying to find....I don't know what. I'm too mad for my own good. But tonight I feel quite peaceful really. My little baby is doing very well. He is such a happy boy and no trouble at all. I never properly enjoyed the early days with my first-born son (now nearly 6 yrs) but second time round I'm more relaxed and maybe this rubs off on him...I don't know.
Anyway....How are all of you? Oldies and Newbies......
I hope you're happy.
Bella xxxx
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