there are many people that would say that. there is only one way to do the right thing or his way or her way or the AA way. but in fact it all started with someone writing a book right. now that book has alot of good thing in it , and in fact it has so many stories, the when, the where and the hows. and the same with other books this is the nice thing about reading all of these books. you can come up with your own wayout.see the way i think alcohol has already taken so much away from me. and to come to a understanding that i know i cant drink ever again .and why because i now know what would happen if i did. so now i can live with that. and why i can live with that is easy. the day i woke up.you can say i had an outer body exp. and the first time i read the 12 & 12 it was everything i started on my own. so bye that i mean . i found it in myself with the help of god. to open my eyes and heart to all . not just one book but all of them.
so when you really think about it.its all possoble to heal yourself and yes i still go to AA meeting.but i just dont follow the steps.but in many ways i am making my own steps and god has show me the way to live with what i know i am and i am alcoholic and learning to live the best for me.
the way i live my life is good i would say. because i just dont work one program. i work them all. i look at life like a big sand box and i can do anything i want there.i believe in god as my higher power. and now the way i look at eveything in such an awesome way. to understand where it all started .its a great out look .
because 1 i look at everything as it is . not what you would like it to be.
2 know how to deal with a problem in the right way.
3 if someone wants me to do something that i know is not good for .dont do it because i have choice or choose not to do it or choose not to drink there for i wont .
4 responsiblity to who. me only i am the only one that can really do it for myself
5 we all know its all there. we just have to really open your eyes and heart and grab it
PS warning you never want to post anything like this on a AA SITE i did and i am what they call a heretic and they said they would hold a box for me when i was ready so lol
and there were a few that agree with me . oh well books are good
well everyone have awesome day and night stay sober
so when you really think about it.its all possoble to heal yourself and yes i still go to AA meeting.but i just dont follow the steps.but in many ways i am making my own steps and god has show me the way to live with what i know i am and i am alcoholic and learning to live the best for me.
the way i live my life is good i would say. because i just dont work one program. i work them all. i look at life like a big sand box and i can do anything i want there.i believe in god as my higher power. and now the way i look at eveything in such an awesome way. to understand where it all started .its a great out look .
because 1 i look at everything as it is . not what you would like it to be.
2 know how to deal with a problem in the right way.
3 if someone wants me to do something that i know is not good for .dont do it because i have choice or choose not to do it or choose not to drink there for i wont .
4 responsiblity to who. me only i am the only one that can really do it for myself
5 we all know its all there. we just have to really open your eyes and heart and grab it
PS warning you never want to post anything like this on a AA SITE i did and i am what they call a heretic and they said they would hold a box for me when i was ready so lol
and there were a few that agree with me . oh well books are good
well everyone have awesome day and night stay sober
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