Well, last week had to be one of the worst weeks of my life. I honestly had no idea it would be so horrendous, I've never felt so ill in my life. Had a nurse call everyday to see me then the head of the clinic. i couldn't walk, eat, sleep or even get my words out properly. He said he'd never known anyone react so badly to the medication they gave me but to stick it out as it would soon be over.
Well now it is and I NEVER want to go through it again. My poor daughter who was staying with me was so worried and frightened but the good thing is I've now been AF for 7 days and haven't had any urge for a drink, the thoughts of it makes me feel sick.
I feel so ashamed and hate what I've put my kids through (I've had cards, presents and even flowers congratulating me for finally admitting to my problem, seems strange as it was all self inflicted, lovely though)
I start cognitive therapy next week, hopefully turn all these negative thoughts into something positive (was my excuse in the first place for drinking, just tried to block all the rubbish that had happened over the past few years)
Anyway, good luck to you all and thanks for being here for me.
Minty
Well now it is and I NEVER want to go through it again. My poor daughter who was staying with me was so worried and frightened but the good thing is I've now been AF for 7 days and haven't had any urge for a drink, the thoughts of it makes me feel sick.
I feel so ashamed and hate what I've put my kids through (I've had cards, presents and even flowers congratulating me for finally admitting to my problem, seems strange as it was all self inflicted, lovely though)
I start cognitive therapy next week, hopefully turn all these negative thoughts into something positive (was my excuse in the first place for drinking, just tried to block all the rubbish that had happened over the past few years)
Anyway, good luck to you all and thanks for being here for me.
Minty
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