Jacqui - ouch.....it hurts eh? Of course it does. Don't fight it; it's natural.
Why do you feel scum? Because you had a drink? You're not scum - you're a hurting human being who just took a side road tonight.... That doesn't make you scum. That side-road is a road to nowhere though - and you really don't want that even if, just now, it seems as if you do. And in the morning you'll be so glad you didn't run along it any further - and so will we because we care about you - because you're Jacqui, a lady dealing with a huge amount of stuff just now who is a lovely person in truth.
So, hang in there - drink water. And rest up....and if you can't, take your water, turn on that telly and watch every single little image closely...and listen to every single word closely....and time will come to sleep and the morning will bring new light.
We're all there with you tonight....don't give up on us!
Hugs
FMS xx
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