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[greeneyes]

MY path. Geez.. I never believed I could tell so many people that I am going to Lenair. Not just my friends here, my face to face friends. Siblings. Remember when I first started out here I was so private? I realize that I am preparing them for the new me. That I have a problem that some of which knew and some did not. I will be a different person when I come back. I won't be party girl. I told them I don't know who I will be. They have all been very supportive and hopeful for me. I have solid relationships and know that they will be with me with my soda water in hand. It is really tough to do this but they need to know where I am and thank goodness they lift me up. I am feeling very hopeful and thankful. And those bitches better get my back or I'll kick their arse. :H

[Evie.Lou]

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I am so excited for you , The new you.I can hardly wait to hear about LENAIR.I have heard she works miricles.Blessings to you,EVIE

[Ripple]

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gee Green, you sound like a steam roller..wot bitches are biting your back! who on earth would want to bite you! Lenair is nice, there should be no nasty women there...i was around a few who were capable of silently choking me during the nite, i was scared at first, then they grew to enjoy me and i became safe and welcomed. Hope all goes well for ya.

[greeneyes]

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rippy!! Nay, Nay!! I was kidding about my GF. They better get my back (meaning suport me) when I return. They have been my drinkie girls and I am preping them. "Got your back" means support. And if they don't I'll kick arse! :H

[Ripple]

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oh..oh..well. sounds like some :choc: X-LAX in a blender of full of MUD-SLIDES will slow them down..if they really love you..them gurls will back off..your tools will come in handy when its their time, as they will get a turn eventually..:whee:

[Bambi]

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Put your faith and trust in Lenair dear Greenie! All will be well, they have done wonders for so many...I am so jealous.

And hey if you girlfriends can't take you when you get back they weren't true friends....you know the saying. I am glad you shared with others in the "real world". I think it will make it easier on you upon you return from your wonderful journey.

Best wishes and Hugs,
Bambi

PS...We got you Back too, don't forget it!

[Mags]

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I am just so happy and excited for you Green Bean. I am jumping out of my skin I am so happy for you!!!!!

[bestlifeldms]

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Greenie! Sooooooo exciting! Can't wait to hear when you return. In the months prior to me deciding to make the appointment to go to Leanair, it seemed that a "letting go" was taking place. I KNEW I needed to stop drinking alcohol, but I had a really hard time "letting go" of it. It was like a small child who really can walk, but just wants to keep ahold of their parents' finger. They don't need it, they can do it! I always felt that admitting to others, that this situation existed, that I would be percieved as weak. When I began to tell trusted loved ones that I realized that I needed to do something about this and that I was going to Lenair, it was a feeling of surrender that felt very comforting. Like the small child who lets go of their parents' finger, it was a process of freeing myself, from the constraints of bondage that I had created with alcohol. I was free- I could walk- I can run and leap and do cart-wheels! I had decided to take action to make the change that I wanted. It was my decision. Everyone loved and supported me, regardless, unconditionally and they always had.

This is truely a wonderful new life! Yours will be, too!

Love and support, Best

[greeneyes]

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I told one of my best men friends today. He said "I thought so, but was waiting on you to talk to me". I find that in the blur, you underestimate people. You loose that connection you have with your own spirit and without that connection you cannot connect with others in a "real" way.

Med Mama, are you watching me grow?

I go to Lenair with full intent to reclaim my spirit and I will succeed. And with that reclaimed energy, I will spread it to the universe and the empowerment will unfold and help everyone. So get ready.

[WA]

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Best of luck greenie you derserve it......
Jacqui xxx

[tlrgs]

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good luck.. greeneyes. best wishes for you ..

[brittzak]

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Greenie,
I felt the need to tell those I love as well. Can't wait to be a success story!

[livingfree]

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Beaner - awesome news. I just can't wait to see what you're going to be like as a non-drinker. Look out girlfriends .. cuz this beaner is going to knock your socks off!!
When do you go??

Liv