I'm posting this early because I am rolling my sorry ass out of bed tomorrow at 5:30 so I can drop my kids off at 6:15 with their dad so I can join the damn recreaction center!!! I can't afford to join a fancy ol' gym, but I think I can scrape up $1.25 to go workout. If I like it and think I will actually go, I can continue paying $1.25 each time or $35 for 3 months, not too shabby.
Wednesday I am going in for a complete physical and asking for Chantix so I can quit smoking.
I need to do these things not just for the obvious health reasons, but I have to admit, I think I need some vanity in my life right now. I am not the type of person who is into fashion, and I rarely even wear makeup. There is a particular guy in my life who has made me (better yet I allowed myself) feel like less than me. I know, I know; this makes it sound like I am doing it for bad reasons. But I have literally sat around my lazy ass for months thinking about this and the purpose behind it. I really DO want to look great, but it isn't for him or any other man. I want to be able to look in the mirror and exclaim, "Fuck, you're hot!!!"
"The history of all times, and of today especially, teaches that ... women will be forgotten if they forget to think about themselves." - Louise Otto
Wednesday I am going in for a complete physical and asking for Chantix so I can quit smoking.
I need to do these things not just for the obvious health reasons, but I have to admit, I think I need some vanity in my life right now. I am not the type of person who is into fashion, and I rarely even wear makeup. There is a particular guy in my life who has made me (better yet I allowed myself) feel like less than me. I know, I know; this makes it sound like I am doing it for bad reasons. But I have literally sat around my lazy ass for months thinking about this and the purpose behind it. I really DO want to look great, but it isn't for him or any other man. I want to be able to look in the mirror and exclaim, "Fuck, you're hot!!!"
"The history of all times, and of today especially, teaches that ... women will be forgotten if they forget to think about themselves." - Louise Otto
My workout/quit smoking girlfriend was unable to go this morning. I was going to go anyway, but my son woke up with a throbbing foot, so decided to stay home with him. Excuses, excuses. But not is all a wash. I am determined to do at least 5 miles on the exercise bike before I go to bed tonight.
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