Newbies Unite, June 08'

[renewal]

Newbies Unite, June 08'

Thanks Seacailin, appreciate the support....there are soooo many triggers out there that seem to 'justify' our having a drink....all wrong thinking. Congrats to you as well....look, these first few days are the toughest and you are doing it! I know how hard it was for you, but don't look back....keep moving forward!....and GO to that meeting tonight....it can only help. Sundaisy, you're right, you won't drink today.....how do I know? Cause I'm gonna ask you tomorrow, so be good today.
Renewal

[renewal]

Newbies Unite, June 08'

Welcome lookingtogrow....we are happy to have you here with us. The first few days are the toughest, but it does get easier. I am on day 21 today and never had been able to go a day AF previously. I recommend keeping yourself busy. Do things you wouldn't normally do....go for a walk or to a movie or read, etc....get out of the normal routine and get your mind on things other than alcohol. Stay plugged in to this thread too for support and to let us know how you are doing. All the best,
Renewal

[JMT]

Newbies Unite, June 08'

Just wanted to pop in and say hello to everyone. Hope you all are doing well. I'm back on day 7 today, after a horrible week and stint in a police car (LONG STORY) I am for once and all done with this monster.
My best to you all, talk soon. :0)

[mwo2]

Newbies Unite, June 08'

I knew there was someone I had seen on here last week, the kittycat reminded me, glad you are here JMT. I am on day 9.
Talk about things you wouldn't normally do I am baking cookies, I don't eat cookies, my kids are not here to eat the cookies but the neighbors will be happy. I even rearranged the living room today.
It will be fun to come downstairs tomorrow and remember that I had done it. Thats what no AL will do for ya !! >"

[renewal]

Newbies Unite, June 08'

You're right mwo2....JMT was missed here last week....good to have you back home JMT, and congrats on day 7...that's fabulous......mwo2, congrats to you on day 9. Both of you are on the right track and showing everybody that 'this monster' isn't as big and bad as we always make him out to be. I'll see you all in the morning.
Renewal

[Nia70]

Newbies Unite, June 08'

Hello everyone, hope you are all well and happy

I have finally got over my halfway mark, day 17 AF/HF here and day 4 nicotine free too.

It was a REALLY hard weekend, spent most of it fighting either Al or "Nitch" but the battle was won, for now. Still thinking about where I go after day 30.

Wishing strength to all, best wishes.

[Seacailin]

Newbies Unite, June 08'

Just checking in

Welcome back JMT and congrats to all of you. I am on Day 4 and don't feel like I need the Ativan anymore. I can't believe that I took less than prescribed, so have a feel left. I did not make it to an AA meeting last night. I was still on the Ativan, and I don't know if it's because I messed my body up, but on the first dose I could function, six hours later I would take the second dose and it was like both doses would hit me at once and I would need a nap. It is going to be Hot as Hell here today so I may not venture out, but I am downloading the book today and will begin reading and stick close to here. Tomorrow I see my doc and I want to show her the book. There is a noontime meeting close to here everyday, so when I finish up with the doc, I may be able to get there. So glad it will cool off for the weekend. I will hit as many meetings as I can. As I said before, I am almost always alone, so I think I need the meetings.
Hey Renewal: You know how I told u that I was dating that guy who was a heavy drinker? Well he knew that I went to the hospital last Thursday night, but he did not know why. Well, he couldn't interrupt his party the whole weekend to see how I was. He called last night. I did not pick up. When and if I do talk to him. I will tell him where to go. Sorry for rambling. Feel pretty good today. Love to all

[LookingToGrow]

Newbies Unite, June 08'

Renewal:
Thanks for post! I am feeling alone and scared today. I want today to be day 1 AF for me. I did a medical detox in April. They gave me Librium and Valium for 4 days and then sent me home with no other meds. I made it 19 days AF and then slipped back. My Doctor says he can't perscribe any anti-craving meds and my insurance won't pay for a referral. I guess I'll just go to the ER tonight if I have issues. Any suggestions from anyone? Thank you for the support! I need a hug and a tissue...

[Seacailin]

Newbies Unite, June 08'

Don't ya just love it

How they "spin dry" us and kick us out. I went to the ER last Thursday night because I was shaking out of my skin. They gave me 16 ativan and sent me home. I am going to my doc tomorrow with no insurance, but I should be able to pay for the office visit with the money I saved not buying booze for 5 days. I have found that the medical community either does not understand us or just does not give a crap. We have only ourselves and each other. For me, I am going to download the book, probably buy some supps., but I definitely need AA as I am alone most of the time. If you feel like u need to go to the ER, then please do go. I feel your pain.:l

[LookingToGrow]

Newbies Unite, June 08'

ERS

Seacailin, I have been to the ER 4 times in the past 3 years for panic attacks and high blood pressure. They gave me Xanax. If I go tonight I guess I should insist on something else. What supps are you going to try? I think I will print the book also so I don't have to wait on shipping. I am so anxious to get through this before some family comes to visit later this month. We're meeting one of our Grandsons on July 25!

[vlad]

Newbies Unite, June 08'

Just saying hello - suppose I'm pretty new too - only came here beginning of June.

[renewal]

Newbies Unite, June 08'

Good morning to all....and to all a good morning......Nia, you and I are on similar paths....I too am unsure what direction I will take when I get to day 30...first things first though, as it's only day 22....Nia, you are doing great, keep the focus...you and me are getting to day 30!! Seacailin, you really are doing this....day by day....being alone (as I am as well) means having to be accountable even more. Go to meetings....and stay busy.....proud of you. Oh, and this is coming from a guy....do NOT have any contact with that guy you were seeing!!!!!!! Time for a new life...and he's not invited. Time2grow, hang in there....stay plugged in to this thread (and others) as much as possible to stay busy and positive.....long walks help pass time and reduce tension.....read a good book to keep your mind elsewhere......we're with ya.......have a great day all!!!!...oh, welcome to Vlad....
Renewal

[Seacailin]

Newbies Unite, June 08'

Looking to Grow

River was kind enough to send me the book. It killed both of ink cartridges, but this is my Life we are talking about, right!!! When I went to ER they gave me four days worth of Ativan. They are in the same drug class as xanax. They work pretty much the same way. I am not sure which supps I will be taking yet. I will review them with my doc tomorrow. I will start reading the book today. It is oppressively hot here and there is no way that I am going out.

[renewal]

Newbies Unite, June 08'

Be strong newbies!!! You KNOW what drinking 'gives' you....rather than focusing on what you 'think' you're missing out on, let's try focusing on the life we've been missing. You remember, the one where we used our abilities to reach our full potential as individuals......remember, we're not 'missing out' on a damn thing by not drinking......however, we are missing out discovering who we REALLY are by drinking.......just a thought as we begin our week AF.....I'm with ya, so climb aboard.
Renewal

[SunDaisy]

Newbies Unite, June 08'

Renewal,

I just want to say THANK YOU to you for keeping everyone "rounded up" here. You do such a great job and I know you are going through your own struggles as well.

You're special!:h

SunDaisy