haven't been on in a while. i decided i needed some more help and went into a 30 day program. it really was the best thing for me. i met so many great people who struggle and realized i am not alone. plus - i lost weight, got back in shape running stairs every morning, and remembered what it feels like to feel good.
i am lucky also that my husband and family have been really supportive. and now i just feel better. drinking made me feel like crap. not drinking makes me feel healthy, good and alive.
i know how much of a struggle this is. i still struggle every day but i call friends/family and tell them and you know what? they aren't mad or condescending or anything, they support me and it feels good.
this site is great, but really 30 days away can do wonders if you can do it.
good luck. stay strong and stay sober!!!
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