OK, more....
My desire did not just simply disappear. Although it lessened dramatically. I am so much more aware of my triggers. I have ALWAYS upon return from a trip made a drink or three to shuffle through the mail and unpack, etc. I felt a little irritable that I could not engage in that. It may have been that I travelled all day on 3 hours sleep, hubby was and hour and a half late picking me up and the house was a mess (he had bragged about how clean it was - obviously we have different standards). He also failed to mention that the flatscreen TV fell and smashed on the floor. No wonder he vacuumed! :H Regardless, I felt the desire. Unfortunately, at the present time he is my trigger in many ways so I still have to be on guard. In my sessions it became apparent that I want peace and tranquility with a feeling of space. Hummmm..... Will be interesting to see how this unfolds. Rhonda asked about a situational trigger and before I could open my mouth, she said" oh it's your husband, I think you should come back for that".
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