What an awful start I got off to! I thought it would be a good idea to drink what I may be missing in my future life. Bad idea. I could not find my purse the morning of flying out and was frantic. I ended up getting on the plane without a photo ID (can't believe I pulled that off), no shower, no idea what I packed and bad shakes. They took my whole toiletry bag so I show up without even a toothbrush. Couldn't rent a car with no credit card even though I managed to get airport officer to get driver's license info faxed to Albany, NY airport. So the Nancy from Applewood Manor came to pick me up, then took me to western union to pick up money hubby wired me and then to then B&B. I could barely speak. Then they drove me back & forth to Lenair for appts. Ralph suggested I eat with them in the kithcen after seeing what shape I ws in the first AM (they knew why I was there) I couldn't sit with other guests. I could barely get my fork to my mouth and almost shook the tea out of my cup. I went on a hike to try to shake it out and then he decided it was best I not go unless one of them was with me because I was so shakey. Since I didn't have a car, I ate with them in the kitchen for some meals at lunch and dinner. Nancy and I ate breakfast in the dining room and then I was ready for other guests. Vermont is tryly beautiful. I read a novel, watched a movie and gernerlly relaxec. I did go fishing with Ralph a couple times. Only caught one litle dinky brown trout, but had great fun. Beautifl river.. When we were coming back from the river I was chatty and he said I was like a different person. We fished again and I was putting up my stuff and they were with another couple on the porch drinking wine. I had a feeling of wistfulness as I knew that would never happen for me agian. But I joined them with my herbal tea and didn't feel like I was missing out. Even glanced at the lable out of courisoty and didn't covet. They were the perfect host and hostess.
Rhonda was incredible. It is amazing what your system tells her even when she is not touching you. She hit the nail on the head about some physical things and gave suggestions for them. I have a whole list of things I cannot eat. I fully expect to resemble a rabbit or hamster by the end of the year. No meat, no shellfish, no dairy, not pitted fruits, bananas, no fruit juice, on & on with a teas 70% of my diet to be raw. That is going to be tough! Lots of tinctures, medicinal teas, etc. She is very kind & loving. I feel good, look much better, and am able to reel my self in when I feel a trigger. She helped me face my feer of returning to the enviornment that contained them. At the B&B, I really didn't have the opportunity it be tempted. I till
Barry explained that I could never have even one drink ever. Not at weddings, funerals, parties, anger at hubby, special occasions. None - not one or what we did there would unravel. I still suffer from insomnia and hope that resolves itself soon.
Speaking of, I have to go to bed. Fel free to ask other questions, but I'm pooped right now. Greenie
Rhonda was incredible. It is amazing what your system tells her even when she is not touching you. She hit the nail on the head about some physical things and gave suggestions for them. I have a whole list of things I cannot eat. I fully expect to resemble a rabbit or hamster by the end of the year. No meat, no shellfish, no dairy, not pitted fruits, bananas, no fruit juice, on & on with a teas 70% of my diet to be raw. That is going to be tough! Lots of tinctures, medicinal teas, etc. She is very kind & loving. I feel good, look much better, and am able to reel my self in when I feel a trigger. She helped me face my feer of returning to the enviornment that contained them. At the B&B, I really didn't have the opportunity it be tempted. I till
Barry explained that I could never have even one drink ever. Not at weddings, funerals, parties, anger at hubby, special occasions. None - not one or what we did there would unravel. I still suffer from insomnia and hope that resolves itself soon.
Speaking of, I have to go to bed. Fel free to ask other questions, but I'm pooped right now. Greenie
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and nuts now. but this book is amazing. i read it cover to cover to night and am so excited.and the recipes are devine. you won't feel deprived at all. remember we are restoring all that damage we've done to these poor little bodies.
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