Due to the reality of logging....or lack there of, I am soon going to be alone....He won't be here with all his nagging demands...BUT...he won't be here with all his nagging demands.
I am afraid to be alone....the anxiety is through the roof...I try to think I will be happy he won't be here to nag about dinner after I worked a 8 hour day...BUT...WHO will be here?
He is my only rock...if he goes...when he goes...what the hell am I going to do????????????? I am a mess when he is here...what is going to happen when he isn't?
I may sound pathetic, but we live such a sheltered life...we are together every breathing moment...by choice. I don't know how to function without him.:upset::upset::upset:
OK Kim...I am 40...big girl pants....OR????
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