Thanks for the story River, on the pain. I was hoping there was someone here who had the same thing and could relate a bit and get me over the hypochondriac hump. My big issue is between the IBS which is painful enough in and of itself and this Ive been a mess and sometimes used AL to knock the pain down - which it did temporarily, but then it always comes back coupled with the hangover.
Anyway talked with my Pastor this AM at church - I play on the worship team (Christians have been known to tip the glass too, especially wine) - it was the first time I'd mentioned it to him about the entire situation - we didn't get time for a long chat but he was really supportive, which I needed. I was pretty embarrassed but I felt the nudge to consult with him so I did and it helps.
As far as returning to the grape, I've told enough people I"m close to now, that if it did happen someone would say something to me or deck me or something. Besides I have a wife to take care of and music to play and write - and persue my other neglected hobbies which are much healthier than sucking down a bottle of wine everyday. Hopefully all this is - is the fatty deposit thing and the liver gets healed and I continue on. As I said I ordered the thistle from the store here and already take fish oil - and CoQ10 with my daily vitamins - I also take Nexium for another condition, which doesn't do much here cause the pain isn't in the stomach. Maybe that one will go away too.
I'm confident this was the good Lord firing a shot across my bow - I do believe that he put me here in your midst to help with the transition to ALFree. BTW today is day 3 alfree and all systems go for day 4. Thanks folks. Bless you for caring.
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