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[ready2change]

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Beatle, I just tried to p.m. you and your box is full? You can p.m. me if your interested in what I had to say. I took a sabbatical from this site myself in the past...so I totally understand if your feeling overwhelmed.

Huggs...R2C

[beatle]

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Hi to you all... thank you for your kind messages.

To clarify: I meant to take my life tonight. I meant to say farewell to you all who have given me so much hope. I did not want to be maudlin. I felt that since I had made a decision, it was right to say so.

I'm not as sure as I was a couple hours ago, but I am prepared. I can do this if I want to.

[ready2change]

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Wow...how do we respond to this?? And now beatle has signed off....this is bad, can anyone get ahold of her?

R2C

[lushy]

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Beatle, please go get help. Your brain is not working properly right now and you are not thinking straight. Have your doctor help you with your medications. (If I am remembering correctly you are on meds for bipolar????). Do not do anything rash. Please. Your children need you. You have to put them first. It would ruin them for the rest of your lives if you harmed yourself.

[Cinders]

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Beatle,

Grab on to life by the handles. Hang on.

You are so much more than the drink you consume. We all are.

Please do not do this.

Please?

I am going to Lenair Aug 1, and if it doesn't work for me, I will DO WHATEVER IT TAKES.

I will NOT GIVE UP.

Neither should you.

Our lives are worth so much more than the drink. SO MUCH MORE.

Please? Listen to me.

Love,
Cindi

[ready2change]

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Cindi...I just reread your response to beatle...do you know something? I think she may be depressed because she went to Lenair and it didn't work for her. And it must be disheartening to keep reading alll the success stories here daily. I feel so bad for her and so helpless.

R2C

[Cinders]

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R2C,

I just "felt" something by Beatle's post and I want everyone out there to know one thing. ONE THING.

WE ARE MUCH MORE THAN THIS DISEASE. MUCH MORE.

I am fighting every single day just like the rest of you. EVERY SINGLE DAY.

Sometimes I fail and slip and fall. Sometimes I win.

However, we are all much more than the sum of this "disease, condition, situation.." whatever you want to call it.

I don't care.

I do know we fight, lots of us lose daily battles and we just get back up and keep on fighting. Every day.

Do not give up. Bear taught me that. He said "you do not fail until you quit trying." He was so right.

Love,
Cindi

[Beaches]

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Beatle, please do call anyone, someone and talk. It's time.

[Evie.Lou]

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Listen To ME ...GOD DAM IT...I am 5th generation spiritualist medium and speak to the spirit realm everyday day of my 55years.I was rocked in a cradle as a infant in my grandmas SEANCE PARLOR....Talk to me if you want to know what waits on the other side.Killing your phyisical body is not the answer.You are an eternal soul and you can not DIE....IT IS NOT THE ANSWER...I am sitting here waiting to here from you....RESPOND

[SunDaisy]

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Beatle...I do not know you, but I want to. Give me and the rest of us that chance. Please....

[sammys]

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Beatle call someone right now and tell them how you feel, or come back on here. I know your head is messed up right now.

We are here for you,

Sammys

[Accountable for Me]

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Beatle is Bipolar.

The thing is she is using NATURAL remedies for it.... and can't shake the alcohol from her life.

People with Bipolar need therapy and real man made meds!

Beatle, I really adore you and hope you don't do something stupid. You have kids to think about! PLEASE go and get some help immediately.

Where is your husband?? Tell him how you are feeling. It is time to get the proper treatment for your illness.

I wish I were there to help you through this. I have been in your shoes.... I am glad I chose life. So friggen glad.

You will too once you are treated appropriately and start to feel better.

[Accountable for Me]

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and if you still have it; I PM'd you my telephone number the last time you were feeling like this.

Please don't hesitate to use it.

I would PM it to you again - but your box is full.

[LookingToGrow]

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Come back!!!

[okydoky]

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PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!