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[mwo2]

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Hope you are doing well.

[Accountable for Me]

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She logged in at 12:06 pm my time today.

I really hope she is OK.

Please don't feel you can't post because you are feeling whatever you are feeling!!!!

Please let us know you are OK. You are loggin in - so............. let us know you are OK!

Many hugs beats! (do you remember my nickname for you??)

Love you tons and SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO care about you!!!!

[Lila]

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Beatle,
I keep checking for you...please just give us a word!
Lila

[Thankful]

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Beatle, I have not been on in a few days and was floored to find this. I read every single post practically holding my breath waiting to see if the next post was going to be from you.

We know you are still with us by your logging on and off. But we would really like to hear from you. We are not trying to pressure you, but as you can see there are many here who are very worried.

Hun, if you are embarrassed by all of this, can't you see you shouldn't be?? The best outcome to this scenario is for you to log on and tell us you are getting help (or at least feeling better). So many people love you Beatle. There are people here that you can reach out to. Please know that. We can and will help, but you got to talk to us. Let us be there for you Beatle. Reach out....please.


Please look at the post below....you posted this to Seacailin earlier this month.

Quote by BEATLE - 7/1/08

Ok, if you need help more, come back. Otherwise we assume you are getting help. Please also check in when you are in the condition to do so. We are all worrying about you. ok?

Beatle, no one here needs an explanation. No one here needs to know anything you don't want to share. We just would love to hear from you.

Praying for you, sweetie. We are here for when you are ready. I hope that it's soon.

Love, Me
:l:h:l

[Saint Jude]

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Hey Beatle, :h:l:l

Thinking about ya Hon.

10 hr day today, @ work, so I haven't been here...
Hoping today is looking better for ya.

Please check in Sweetie.

:lJudie

[KatieSmiles]

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Beatle,

Hugs,
Katie

[Evie.Lou]

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Beatle ....I am sending Gunnilla the Viking Queen to be by your side...

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[Thankful]

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Beatle, I tried to send you a PM in hopes that you have cleared some space during the times that you logged on but it's still full. I hope you don't mind me posting it here.

Beatle, I just wanted to send you a PM, in case what I have to say is a bit sensitive for you.

Sweetie, we know that you have been drinking. It is evident in your post regarding Lenair not working for you. I am a skeptic about Lenair, but obviously people have had success with it, and I am so happy that they have.

While trying to not sound pro or con for the place, please consider something. Beatle, maybe Lenair didn't work for you because the Bi-Polar isn't allowing it to. You have two major issues to battle (BP and AL). Yeah, I know I am not telling you anything you don't know. But is it possible that you have to get the BP under control before you can start to cure the alcoholism? It must be hell trying to battle both at the same time. My heart goes out to you. You are a strong person.

The research I just did on BP really explains a lot that I truly didn't understand before. But now it seems obvious that with the mood disorders that you battle, that trying to handle AL too would really off set a lot of your hard work. If Lenair and MWO haven't worked keep in mind that doesn't mean that nothing will. And more importantly that doesn't mean you should leave here. Keep trying, hun. We are here for you.

Beatle, please don't think anyone would be upset because you are/were drinking again. We are disappointed for you, but never disappointed in you. There is a very big difference.

We love you Beatle. I admire your strength so much.

Love, Me
:l:l:l

[Popeye]

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Hi Beatle.......

[louise]

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Sending you good thoughts Beatle.

[Carmac]

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Hey Beatle,

Just thinking of you and hope all is ok. Please check in when you are ready. Just know there's lots of support out there for you!

[Tiny]

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Beatle -- Thankful's most recent post makes sense ... you are in our thoughts...

Know that you are loved...

[beatle]

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I am still alive (as I guess you all gathered). I am feeling very numb, but overwhelmed by the compassion and caring poured out by all of you. I did end up in the emergency room.

I was very determined and really wanted to end my life. But I popped the pills and then immediately told my husband-- and then even showed him where the ipecac was. So I guess what happened was I changed my mind. I don't really know.

My family is determined now to get me into rehab. I guess it doesn't matter much to me... I don't believe it is what I need, but I have nothing else to do. I am a useless person with no role in life, and no future. I don't remember what it's like to be happy. I wonder if I ever will.

I was sober for 7-8 weeks this time. I was still miserable. In fact, I think being sober makes me more miserable. I can feel everything more. I can think rationally, and if you were me, you'd understand how depressing that is. Anyway, that's how it is for me. I am sober and I am miserable.

Thank you all for all your expressions here. It makes me want to live up to your love and belief in me. But I don't know how. Not yet. Right now, I'm too tired to fight any more. I need to go to bed. I will check in later.

All the best to every one of you beautiful souls.

[Nurseindistress]

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Glad you're back

I haven't posted much, but have been watching the boards. I just want to say that I always look for your posts because of all the good information in them, and that is a big help to me. I hope you do feel soon that you, and your life, are important. I don't even know you, and am not one of the "regulars" here, but have been feeling badly about you and missing your presence.

[tlrgs]

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i am glad to hear you are ok ..we are all here for you and hope the best for..and anytime you need to talk about anything please come to the site and hangout someone will be hert to help you .. stay strong and know you are love from us ..
peace ,love and god bless